The Real Me.

Backstabbing Bitches

Dear Friend : I realized that I didn't give you a name so from here on out I will name you Allehya The one thing that I ask of you is please don't become a Backstabbing Bitch because I can't handle another person that i thought was my friend stab me in the back and betray me. Maddie the worst of all the girls that betrayed me. This is what happened

The sky was dark and gloomy with black clouds rumbling across the sky from the moment I rolled out of bed, I knew that today was not my day. My usual straight hair stood on ends going a thousand different directions. My bright brown eyes looked dull and boring as I pulled into the massive prison known as Fremont High. I dreaded going in through those doors, I dreaded seeing the girls that had made my life a living nightmare, for the past three months my old “friends”,  at least thats what I thought they were.

At the beginning of my jr. year everything was perfect, I had it all I had my new car, I had tons of friends, I had people to talk to I was living the life. Until the worst Day of my life so far it all started out just like a normal day I met with my red headed Justin Bieber loving friend (Fan Girl) that was also my locker partner. We were just talking like normal when the Ring leader of the group named Queen decided that she would interrupt our conversation. This girl was tall skinny a few freckles that complemented her face but her eyes were so blue that they radiated evil from them. She waltzed right up to us liked she owned the place with her two minions on either side. One tall with raven black hair cascading down her back her name will be Ditzy. One short and stocky with odd waves running through her shoulder length hair we will name her small’s.

I rolled my eyes in disgust as Queen approached, her high pitched voice rang through my ears but i didn't actually hear what she said, all that i heard was, Why is she talking? I know she doesn't like me! Why doesn't she like me? The bell rang for the beginning of the day, I was for once excited to go to class to escape the Queen's presence that she so happens to grace upon the four of us. I couldn't wait for lunch even though the Queen was going to be there. Ditzy and Fan girl’s conversations made my day every time. Ditzy asked the weirdest question and talked about the oddest subjects. On this unfortunate day the five of us were just laughing and having tons of fun, but something wasn't right i felt that every time they were being nice it was forced. I could tell that they were doing there best to exclude me.My first clue was after we payed for our lunch. We were scouting the overcrowded lunch room for 5 seats that were next to each other well the queen spouted off

“ooo here are some seats.”

We all went to sit down but as all the sats became filled and I was the only one left standing I realized that there was only four seats Queen’s blue eyes meet mine and the corners of her mouth turned up into the slightest hint of a smile “ well Ansley you're just going to have to go sit somewhere else” at that point I lost my mind and went animal crazy. I wanted to pull her blonde curls right out of her hair, as my eyes were shooting daggers into her ugly demented face. Someone to my left stood and left probably realizing that the tension had reached a new high. I gracefully sat down right across from Queen and smirked. we sat in an awkward silence the rest of lunch. Unfortunately it didn't last as another move of isolation was being thoughtfully planned out in her blue blue eyes. With quiet whispers among the four they were all in the plan, but at that time I was too oblivious to catch on. It wasn't until lunch was almost over and we were standing in the bathroom, that I figured out their plan. I had been too absorbed in the earlier outbreak that I didn't hear their laughter fill the outside of the Bathroom stall, in fact I didn’t hear anyone. As I walked out I realized that they had left me alone in that bathroom, thats a crime against itself altogether.  What happened next really set in stone that we wouldn't be friends anymore. I had walked back to our lockers a storm brewing in my mind. As I approached they were staring, pointing, and laughing, at no other than me. I quickly grabbed my next classes material slammed my locker and walked away. As I stormed out the Queen shouted after me “Goodbye.” As they all busted out laughing.you may think that I was overreacting, Thats what I thought. Until I went to talk to the Queen and started to say whatever I had thoughtfully came up with. But as soon as the first word came out of my mouth she rolled her blue eyes grabbed her minions and walked away. She walked right out of my life..  

So here we are the beginning of our Sr. Year in highschool It has been 11 months and I have yet to talk to the four girls that made my life a living nightmare. All the glares, rummers, back talking, and worst of all not one of her minions had said two words to me and I thought that we were friends and trust me I tried to talk to them. Unfortunately I learned what all other Teenagers have to Experience at some point during their high school career is that your so called “friends” may not actually be your friends at all something far from it.