ꨄ𝐼 𝐷𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝐼 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑌𝑜𝑢ꨄ

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑛𝑒: 𝐼'𝑚 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐻𝑜𝑝𝑒

Author's note: Hey lovelies, so this is the beginning of this book. This is my first Hosie story so please  feel  by free to let me know your opinions. As well as a quote announcement there will be characters from the originals in this book, as well as Kolvina moments. So make sure to stick around for that. Also trigger warning mentions of self harm, and suicide.

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Hope Mikealson's POV

It had been 2 weeks since Malivore's defeat. I was now a full tribird like I was always supposed to be.  But by killing Malivore we freed all the monsters that had been trapped by it.

I was struggling to say the least.
Being a vampire was extremely hard, all my emotions are heighten.

Landon was extremely distance since he got back.

I thought it was just because he was just trying to get use to being back but I was extremely wrong.

After another canceled date with Landon I went to the Saltzman's room.
Without even talking I walked in and laid next to Josie on her bed.

"Let me guess he canceled again?" Josie asked while putting her arms around her best friend in order to comfort her.

"Yes. I'm so mad." I whined not having having the energy to be mad. I just laid my head on Josie and closed my eyes.

"Hope... He's been spending a lot of time with Cleo lately." Josie stated, while rubbing my shoulder.

"I know.. That's what makes it worse. I think he's cheating on me." I say extremely upset.

Of course he was cheating on me. I knew this I wasn't stupid. I just didn't know what to do, or how to end it.

"Well how about we see then?" Josie asked before sitting up.

I nodded looked over at her. "Yeah sure why not." I say before also sitting up.

Josie stood up, and took my hand before we walked to Landon's room. And the noises I heard coming from the room instead broke my heart.

I couldn't listen to any more of that so I camped out of the school, and out to the woods around the school.

I let out a loud scream before I broke down crying. The tears filled my blue eyes to the point it was hard to see.

I just wanted to know why. Why was I never good enough for anyone? No matter what I do I'm never enough. But what did I do wrong? I tried my best to do everything for him, and it still wasn't enough.

My emotions were extremely heighten since I turned, and the hunger was unbearable sometimes. And right now I was so freaking hungry.

My uncle Kol said that I needed to be careful when feeding because after all I was a Mikealson. And more traumatic deaths equal harder emotions to deal with, and well my death wasn't ideal.