cigarettes and drugs : akashi haruchiyo

Chapter 06

I leaned my face closer into his and covered his mouth then placed my lips on the back of my palm.

"Wear it."

"Okay fine you win, but me wearing it is not for free."

"Okay i can pay just wear it for an entire day."

"Roger." He said then headed to the bathroom to change.

After he got out of the bathroom, he stood straight and arms crossed.

"Happy?"

"Yeah, it looks pretty on you!" I said as he went closer to me.

"Now, time for payment~"

"Okay let me go get my wallet." I said as i was about to leave. But he grabbed me by my wrist to stop me

"No, not money." He said then pulled me closer to him and held my chin.

My heart was racing so fast i didn't know what to do so i just stood there while he leaned his face closer amd closer.

"Just a french kiss from you would be fine." He said

"Whatever."

"I'll consider that as a yes." Then he kissed me.

As the kiss continued, for several seconds i suddenly felt weaker. The kiss lasted for 15 seconds after, i just sat at the couch panting.

"You alright?" Sanzu asked while licking his lips.

"Well what do you think?" I said sarcastically as my face were bright red and i was panting.

"You look like we could have a few rounds~" he said while smirking.

"Yeah as if i'll let you, you'll be dead before you could even stick it in." I said

He just giggled there as i was still panting.

I'm living at Sanzu's house for a few months now. And he is actually serious about making me fall for him. He always cooks breakfast for me, take care of me, give me attention, flowers and chocolates, he sometimes take me to go to the mall.

Eventually i fell for him. Tonight i'm going to confess, he said he'll take me somewhere. As i fell for him, deep down i knew that this is an act to start his game of love but i didn't care.

"Hey Haruchiyo, i think i fell for you.." i said while looking at the stars

"Same here."

"Wait really??"

"Yeah, so from now you'll be my girl and no once could have you except for me." Sanzu said

I was okay with him being that way. He still uses drugs tho and i couldn't di anything about that since i still can't quit using cigarettes.

Few months go by and we're still together. We spend our days killing and targeting people. Blood is in our daily living and so is gunshots and dead bodies. Well ofcourse we go to dates sometimes.

He don't let any guy come near me nor touch me which i was okay with. I'm happy with him and nothing or no one could change that.

Soon after i began to love him deeper, i was willing to give anything to him, to kill amd steal for him i would do anything just for him and it seemed okay with him. We slept in the same room, eat at the same table and everything.

HE was my everything and i thought it was the same  to him.

But lately, Sanzu was rarely home. We rarely go on dates anymore and he's just present when Bonten have meetings.

One night me and Naomi decided to go clubbing. It's also for that i could forget my loneliness about Sanzu being rarely home.

"Nao-chan, i'll go to the bathroom, i'll be back."

"Okiee i'll wait for you here." I then went on my way to the bathroom.

"Sorry miss, but this bathroom is under work since the toilet got broken." The crew said.

"We've been contacting someone to fix this but it would take a few days for the bathroom to be fixed since the company had a problem."

"Oh its fine. But do you know somewhere that has a bathroom? I really need to go."

"You could use the bathroom in the VIP lounge. I'll take you there."

"Oh, thank you very much."

I followed the crew to the bathroom upstairs. And i took a quick trip then headed out. Suddenly i saw a familiar person in one of the tables. He were hooking up with some girl.

As i look closer, i saw Sanzu. That time i suddenly felt something stab me as i saw my "boyfriend" hooking up with someone. I then went on my way. I'm pretty sure he saw me he looked at me in shock while kissing the girl.

I went back to Naomi and said i don't feel well then go home. Few minutes later, Sanzu came home.

"Welcome back, how've you been with your slut?" I said as i sat as the couch smoking.

"It's fine i gues.."

"Tell me Haruchiyo, how's her kiss felt like? How long are you cheating on me? Was she a good kisser?" I said

"A few weeks now." He said

"I see..does she treat you good?"

"She gave me pleasure."

"Right that one thing i couldn't give you so you ran off with some bitch and hook up with her, lovely."

Sanzu stayed silent.

"Tell me do you really loved me?"

"I'm gonna be honest with you y/n."

"Sure go ahead."

"From the beginning, it was all a lie, a game i never did loved you."

"Yeah i know that from the very beginning but i still loved you because you made me fall for you."

"Once again i became a toy."

"Did you have fun using me?"

"Did you make full use of the love and attention i gave you?"

"You're nothing but a toy y/n and you'll always be a toy to me."

"The i love you you said to me, they we're all fake wasn't it?" I said as tears started streaming down my face.

"Yeah."

"Okay that's interesting. Go rest you must be tired."

Sanzu then went to the bedroom.

           "Loving you was a mistake Haruchiyo.."