I would die for you {andley fanfic}

chapter 4

{fucking wattpadd didn't save my draft ;-; i was halfway, so i have to write it all again ugh, working on my macbook now fuck yeah! i love y'all}

ANDY POV 

ash looked insecure to me, i didn't know why, so i decided to walk up to him, i asked if there was anything wrong, he said no, but saw the pain in his eyes, so i took him for a walk on the beach. we walked far away from the rest of the band and sat down on a rock, it was fucking perfect, so goddamn romantic. he looked me deep into my eyes, and i felt i started blushing, well blushing, MY CHEECKS WERE MELTING OFF HOLY FUCKING SHIT. ash and i just sat there for a pretty long time, saying nothing, when he suddenly broke the silence. "andy.. i need to talk to you about anything" he said, holy shit it's probably about this morning, i shouldn't have stared at him for so long.. 

"it's just, i have a crush on someone.." ash said, "that is great ash! i am so happy for you!! who is it?"

ASHELY POV

"who is it ash?" andy asked, that was it, i was going to tell him how i felt, "it's someone from the band" I said, i saw excitement in his eyes, i was suprised.. "ash, come on, who is it?!" "it's you andy, i have a crush on y-" he didn't let me finish my sentence and started kissing me, i kissed him back, but then i pulled back, "andy? is this real? is this a dream? is this real life?" "yes darling, it is real, i want you, i want everything of you"  he started kissing me with so much passion, i can't describe, he bit my lower-lip and asked for entrence, i gave him what he wanted, i gave him everything i could give him. 

we sat there, kissing, and it was perfect.. i couldn't have wished any more. 

since we were gone pretty long already, we decided to go back, i told andy i didn't want to tell the guys already, but andy said it would be better if we did, otherwise there would be fights about not telling the truth and that kind of shit. 

ANDY POV

holy fucking shit, i couldn't believe what just happened, i kissed the most sexy man alive, i never expected him to have those feelings for me too. i was shaking, i saw ashley was shaking as well so i decided to hold his hand, to make him relax, he looked at me and smiled, he looked so happy, and i knew he was, just like me.  ash told me he didn't want to tell the band yet, but i told him that would be better, to avoid fights...