I would die for you {andley fanfic}

chapter 7

BATMAN POV
as tears were falling from my eyes Jake and Jinxx tried to calm me down, they told me that there were posters of Ashley being missing, and also ones for CC, I honestly didn't care about CC, he ruined this, he was the one responsible for this, if he ever came back I will beat his ass into coma (see what I did there hahah I am such a funny person) words can't explain how mad I am, he is such a fucking bitch, like, hey I know that it's a surprise that I am gay, but, I'm with ashes, ashes... Tears started rolling down again, what had I done to him? where is he? Is he okay? oh my god, what if he started again... with... it.. oh no ash.. please don't.. don't start the cutting again.. I knew I was the only one from the band that knew about it, ash and I have always been very close...
"yo andy you in there?" I heard Jake say, "huh what yeah sure" I answered, no idea where they were talking about, "andy, you seem off" "no I am fucking great! my boyfriend walked away, we have no clue where he is and he is probably slicing up his skin at the moment, I'm great, honestly I couldn't be any fucking better!" I shouted sarcastically, I wanted to get up but noticed I was connected to a million wires. "Wait, how do you mean, slicing up his skin? does ashley..?" oh fuck, I said too much.."fuck." I said as I looked away, "please don't tell him I told you" I said, what the fuck have I done..?

ASHLEH POV
he stood there, kissing CC, I felt tears welling up in my eyes, this couldn't be true, andy, and CC.. no.. I felt my heart break and the next moment I started shouting at him, I had no idea what I was doing, I couldn't even look at them, I ran away, I had no clue where I was going, but I had to go away..
while I was running I thought about a place where I could stay, the only place where I could think of was my dad's.. I didn't want to go back there, but I had to, after all those years he abused me, I left him alone, and now, I was at the point of going back, back to hell, well, it couldn't be worse than seeing my boyfriend kissing that asshole. I never CC, he looked way too much at andy, and andy was mine, mine.

ANDEH POV
*At home*
I didn't even blame Ashely on running away, I get it, I am worthless, I am a bitch, I am a piece of shit, I walked to the bathroom, grabbed the little bag and sat against the wall, I took the razors out "long time no see" I said as I dragged the little, sharp and shiny pieces of metal along my veins, I also saw a bottle of pills 'sleeping pills, WARNING: OVERDOSES MAY CAUSE DEATH' perfect, exactly what I needed, "everybody hates you, you worthless piece of shit, you made Ashley's life a living hell, you got the whole band involved, you fucking fucktart!" I said to myself, I kept dragging the blade across my skin, deep.
Soon I found myself feeling numb, everything got black, I passed out. I was bleeding to death, good.

CEECEE POV
what have I done? I fucked everything up, I should never have confessed to andy, I knew I would ruin everything, I fucked up, I ruined everybody's life.. I looked over the edge of the building, it's now or never, I don't want to live anymore, I will finally get freedom, I will be on a place where I won't fuck everything up. I jumped, and it fell so good, a last shot of pain went trough my body, and then I blacked out, it was finally over.

JINXX POV
I walked over the street, shit was so messed up at the moment, it'll get better better Jinxx, remember that. I got ripped out of my thoughts by people screaming, I looked where the screaming came from, oh god, there was someone standing at the edge of the building, he looked familiar, hm.. where do I know that guy from? the building was too high to actually make up a face, someone tried to grab him, but it was too late, he already jumped, the closer he came to the ground, I started realizing I knew that guy, that guy, was CC. I tried to get trough the crowd, screaming his name, crying, I couldn't reach him, I got pushed away, the only thing I saw was blood, tons of blood. "oh my god.. oh my god.." I grabbed my phone and clicked Jake's name, "It's Cristian, building, h-h-he j-j-jumped.." I could hear Jake screaming at the other side of the line.. "hospital, n-n-now" I said as I hang up, I took the taxi, and met Jake there.

{I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THIS, YOU ARE GOING TO HATE ME, I AM AN EMOTIONAL MESS RIGHT NOW, MAN THIS FANFIC FUCKS ME UP.
I love you all though <3
I am trying to make longer chapters and write better, hope it is working? I will also try and update more often, hope you guys enjoyed these 2 long chapters these last few days <3
if you read this ily <3 okay bye bye}