Enimies to lovers ~ SR

Part 4

I woke up to the smell of fresh coffee lingering through the air making me smile and ready for the day.

I got up slipped my slippers on and left the room to my surprise only a few people were up Alex the mom of our team made the coffee and now started on breakfast, hotch was sitting at the table with coffee in hand and phone in the other and Jenifer was on call to her husband will just outside the glass doors the sight made me smile knowing this will be the next 4-3 weeks.

I made my way over to the table were hotch was sat and placed my self at the opposite side he looked up at me and gave me a tired smile I could tell he was drained. "you okay"? I ask already knowing the answer but just wanting to make sure my boss is fine. "Yea just not a lot of sleep last night" he says making me frown in sympathy "heavy wind?" I ask knowing that I heard the wind banging the doors at night.

"No ever since Hayley died I've been having strange dreams seeing her body and everything but in my dream foyet killed jack first and made me watch the whole thing" he says I look at him almost tearing at the sight of him being completely saddened but also traumatised in a way. "Oh my goodness hotch I am so sorry no one should have to experience what you went through never mind having to dream about it regularly and having to see that also in your dreams" I say and he just looks at me with a small smile and saddened eyes. "I know your not one to open up about much and this is supposed to be fun and stuff but I see you as a father Aaron and I would open up to you so make sure that you never feel alone cause I'm always here to talk" I say seeing him lighten up at the comment but still be tired. To my surprise he leans over the table and hugs me lightly "thank you y/n I really appreciate that and yes I will always be here for you because I'm your boss" he says making me giggle and mouth a thank you to him.

Spencer and Derek walk through to the living room area sitting down at the table me and Aaron were sat at. I roll my eyes knowing Derek has went to sit by hotch meaning Spencer has sat by me I look over to him and see he is staring at a magazine that was already on the table in a letter of seconds he has read the first page and continues to read the whole thing in a matter of not even minutes. We all get used to it because you know the whole reading 20 000 words per minute shit but that doesn't mean I still don't laugh in shock everytime he reads something so fast.

I get up from the table after Alex has shouted me giving me my plate. "Thanks mom" I say while smirking cause her to giggle at my comment "no problem my child" I too laugh at her funny remark.I make my way back over to the table to sit down when I drop my fork and bend down to pick it up after grabbing it I quickly sit up seeing Spencer looking at me I roll my eyes at the thought that Spencer was watching me bend down.

Boys 🙄

I finish my things and take them to the kitchen we're I clean them in the sink and put them in the tray. After I'd finished doing so I walked out the living room area to my bedroom and heard foot steps behind me but not thinking too much of it I ignore it and go straight into the room. I go to close the door but someone stops it I look behind me and see Spencer I quickly apologise and walk towards my bed but he grabs me by my arms before I can start looking for clothes and push's me up to the wall.

"I- uh what are you doing" I say confused but also kind of scared as to why he has me pinned against a wall. "What was that stunt at the table just before" he questions me making me furrow my eyebrows in confusion "huh stunt I didn't do anything" I say "truthfully" knowing full well what he's talking about but pretending not to know so I can hear him say it and sound stupid when I call him out for looking in the first place. " mhm I'm sure" he says angrily for no reason at all "I genuinely don't know what your talking about I literally ate that's it" i quickly say knowing that's the truth "oh yeah bending down right in front of me was eating werent it mhm" he says sarcastically making me roll my eyes and smirk "don't roll your fucking eyes at me y/n" he snaps making me jump but also laugh "your so stupid I bent down because I dropped my fork sorry that you had to see my ass in shorts I apologise and sorry you don't tell me what to do I can roll me eyes whenever I want" I say smirking wanting to get some type of reaction out of him "it's fine I enjoyed the view actually and don't worry soon you will be begging me to dominate you just wait" he says smugly. I was so shocked I didn't even know what to say I had so many questions why did he like my ass? Why does he think I will ever want him? Doesn't he hate me though? All these questions and no answers "hm okay and yea okay sure Spencer reidy like I'd ever want you" I confidently say knowing that will annoy him "yea your welcome you should come give me a lap dance sometime with that ass and mhm you will soon enough just wait" I shiver at that sentence he had just finished not knowing how to reply to such a strange comment to make to someone you supposedly hate.

"In your dreams princess" I say smirking to my self at the name I had called him. "Yeah Ik I dream about it all the time actually but I best get going see you at the pool "princess" he says mocking the name I had gave him and just like that he had left the room. I was in complete shock I couldn't tell if I hated the fact that had just happened and so soon in the space of ten minutes or it I liked that he weren't being the nasty little judgemental ass hole he normally is honestly I couldn't think straight. Did he just dominate me ? Does he like me? What does that mean? Huh he dreams about me doing stuff with him? I cringe at the thoughts but also smirk knowing that if he feels this way there's things I wanna try before we ever do anything together

Only just realised I haven't been doing my little note at the bottom in bold. But anyways yooo I know this is probably shit and I apologise for that but it's like my first attempt of a real kind of book and first attempt at smut so keep that in mind and don't bully me anyways enjoy 1260 words :)