My life | A true story about me

Chp 2

Hello. If you don't want to read about my love life it is fine, btw this was my first relationship, and I really didn't know how they went- so-
Tw: people getting touched, and kinda cuddling
                              
The next few weeks were normal, we didn't act like a couple. We had never kissed, but he did wrap his arm around me a few times.

Until one day.

We were just chillin, playing our phones, when I felt him just rest his hand on my thigh. It felt uncomfortable, but I just kept it to myself, I didn't want him mad at me, he got mad really easily.

He did the same thing for the next few days, and I would just ignore it, until one day, he picked up my jumper sleeve and dropped my hand in his hand.

I looked up at him.

He smiled at me.

Red mode activated.

Holding hands was fine, and we did that every day for the next month, him sometimes wrapping his arm around me, this was my ideal couple.

But I didn't know what was coming.

Eventually after about one and a half months, it was the end of the school year. Our school went put of school 3 days earlier than the rest so I had to go to town with my mother. (I live out of town)

*messages*
J: hey, it would be cool if you could come over to my house in the holidays.
A: sounds cool! I am in town today-
J: great! Did you wanna come over today?
A: sure ig, I will probably be there around 11:30, because I have to do work for my mother first.
J: sounds good, text me when you are leaving. <3
Conversation ended

I sighed, knowing my mother wouldn't let me go, so I had to have a plan.

I would do my work and then ask to go to the library for like an hour and a half, then instead of going to the library, I would go to Josh's.

Perfect plan.

It worked perfectly as well, but I only got to go to the library for an hour and 10 minutes, and after a 10 minute walk/run to Josh's house, I finally got there.

I knocked on the door, and he opened it up. In his house clothes.

"Come through, sorry for the mess, wait here I'll just go change"

He ducked into his room and I could immediately tell he had a sister. And some younger brothers.

But school was still on so both his parents had work and his siblings were at school.

He eventually came out, a bit in nicer clothes, just not dressy, and we sat down on his couch, at least he did, the cat was sitting next to the couch.

I sat down next to the couch and patted the cat for a few minutes, talking to josh about it, before sitting down next to him.

We were very close, and I was just looking around the room when I felt him wrapping his arm around me.

I didn't take any notice because he always did this, until he wrapped his arm all the way around me, and resting on my stoumach.

I was so uncomfortable, I was staring straight ahead at his tv with nothing on it and watching the time. I must get out of here as soon as possible if this continues.

He had his arm wrapped all the way around me, he was sitting on the right side of me and his arm was stroking the right side of my stoumach. I tried to stay calm, but then he moves his arm up, towards my chest.

I couldn't believe what was happening, it was so uncomfortable, and then he wrapped his other arm around me, and put it on the left side of my chest, leaning his head against my shoulder.

His hands were basically just sitting on my chest, in spots that were not ok for a 12 year old, he was also 12 btw he was turning 13 in a month.

Eventually I saw them time where I told him I had to leave by, got up, hugged him and left, I was getting out of there.

I had never been in a relationship before, but I knew josh, and he gets angry easily, hes never been angry at me but so thought if I told him to stop, he would get mad.

It's back to normal when I get back to school.

Holding hands, resting his hand on my thigh, (uncomfy) and putting his hand around me. But now we were in year 8. It was a new year.

We sat next to each other in class, because we were dating, we would hold hands under the desk, but one day something happened which I will never forget.
                           
814 words, I just realised, this is over a nearly 9 month relationship, but it will only be a few chapters..

WELL THX FOR READING! <3