Love in casualty

The confession

After hours of contimplating Ethan decided he was ready to confess it was time to stop this. So he found Alicia waiting at the ED for his "hello Ethan shall we go to a drink" "yes" Ethan was surprised he needed to say it now but he was too nervous his hands were shaking

Then they went for a drink and around them was couples kissing Ethan wanted that for him and Alicia. So he said "Alicia can you be my girlfriend" the suspense was so severe 

Then Alicia did something that really upset Ethan she said "no"

"But why" "because Ethan theres something I need to tell you me and Bea are in a marriage with kids I'm sorry but I don't love you Bea is the one for me"

Ethan's heart fell apart into two he want to speak but it was to hard to get it out "Alicia" was all he says then he left with his beer leaving Alicia alone

Ethan walked to the gutter were he was sick and then he carried on drinking as he got home and collapsed on the sofa with grief

Then he got a call from Iain it was about work he thought but he answered Iain said "Ethan I saw you at the pub you look upset are you feeling alright" as Ethan said "I'm fine" with anger and closed the phone down then he turned on the TV but it was dating show so he turned it off again

Then he went to bed early without dinner