The Wanderer of Miyagi

2. The Right Choice

Waghhh my sensus!

i made the right choice. There're full fields over here. But my feet are killing me. How long have i walked? I bet i have more bruises now. Looking at this hole in my shoe, it'll completely rip off if run another mile. If I even have strength to do that. Haha... what is a sensus anyways?

That guy... almost had me. If i had stayed i could've gotten in deep trouble. Too deep. Must do what I can to stay alive. 

'Do whatever you can to stay alive' 

Even if it meant leaving that place.

But I wonder, are the kittens are still getting fed... 

focus

I wonder if they're safe... if they're okay

focus.

What if someone tries to hurt them again

Focus.

What if those brats try to do something again? I just thinking about it gets me enraged. I should've done something to scare them off. Our last encounter should've warned them enough but...

Focus...

what if they're already hurt?! They could have noticed and hurt the kittens!!

Focus!

DID I MESS UP AGAIN?! NO I HAVE TO GO BACK! I HAVE TO GO BACK!

FOCUS DAMNIT!

FOCUS?!?! I CAN'T FOCUS! I CAN'T!! 

My cute kittens!! They'll- 

I gasp. I remembered.

Right.... they'll be fine. Someone else will take care of them. Sevan can do it. Yeah, stop worrying about it. I'll stop. I'll stop... after I'm done crying. 

*hiccup* After I let this out... I'll keep moving.

But I had to leave again. I hate this. I want to stop I want to stop so bad. But at the same time I don't want to stop. I can't stop. I don't want to

I don't want to go back.

So... I have no time for this.

Keep moving. There should be a bus map somewhere. There. Around the corner, let's see. 

I walk with the ruined shoes' soles flopping on and off with each step. I didn't care. All that mattered was going to that map. Once I get to that map I 'll be able to find what I will need. Maybe I'll find some shoes on the ground if I'm lucky.