Undefined

Part 2

Today is Early Release day. And in P.E we had this grumpy troll as a substitute teacher. My friend Taylor in PE was just goofing around. While this, big monster Cody kept taking peoples basketballs. But there was this girl that was so bipolar, one minute she's and then she's laughing. She keeps following me and Taylor too,  trying to fit on. In fourth period, my best friend was acting dumb and it's getting on my nerves.  Everything she ask for I tried to help every way I can. But when I ask for on little thing she's so stubborn. And  then later on that day I was in my Fav   teacher class and I walk to lunch with the same person everyday and now was different....
I needed to to the clinic right quick and she didn't want to go with me.  And now I remember that when she ask me to go places with her.  When I arrived too there clinic I had to wait about 15 minutes until I could get someones attention. About 15 minutes later,  I called my dad to pick me cause my cramps started to kick in. When I find out that today my mom was leaving us. When she got home she packed her stuff and left.  I ran in my room eyes filled with , stumbling over everything that was in my way. " God,  why did she have to leave? Why God, why?  For 20 minutes,  repeating that in my head.  Later on I joined my sister in the living room to calm and watch .  Where does my life?  Am I really undefined?  Am  I really?