lee minho
gimpo, korea
i love you.
you loved me.
and do you know, you plague my mind like a disease i cannot diagnose the symptoms of?
and do you know, that i still drop by your front doorstep every morning, only to remember: 'ah. right. i shouldn't be here.'
and you called me home.
you said, i was your home.
and i told you things i feared to tell anyone else, and i gave you my heart and more, and you accepted it.
and i think, the hardest part is that,
we were in love.
we were in love.
i loved you.
and you loved me.
you loved me,
and i was ecstatic.
but i suppose,
i did not love you back enough.
or perhaps you stopped loving me.
and you'd bring me sweets every day,
and you'd caress my face and kiss my cheeks,
and you'd laugh and engulf me in your warmth, but now i can only remember your love
as a fleeting moment.
but you loved me.
and that was the hardest part.
and i still miss you.
and i still love you.
is it wrong of me?
to yearn? to long?
is it not wrong of me,
when i walked out?
but i couldn't stay.
because you loved me,
but it ran out.
am i just unlovable?
is it my face? my voice?
my personality? my body?
and do you know,
that i still yearn for you?
i wish i told you that christmas
that i love you.
and that the date was amazing.
you were amazing.
no,
you are amazing
and i love you.
and you loved me.
you loved me.
and i suppose, that should be fine.
and yet, i still yearn.
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wow. word vomit i think idk i just expressed my feelings
hope u liked it lol
