THE WEDDING DAY

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Someone clear his throat as the heavy cloud of beautiful memories gone and she came out of her imagination. Seeing hobi in front of herself. She quickly bows and attempted to wipe her tears without his notice. He gives small smiles. Not like every other time when she meets him. He prefers big sunshine smile but he was quite. Which is distracting her. She feels something wrong. Anyway they sits down as hobi lick his lip nervously and began to speak.
"Y/n i don't know how to say but it's really important for us" he stopped himself. He finds its way more difficult than he thought. Y/n surprised that he didn't used ms or any other thing to refer her which is quite good. She nods to tell him that he can say anything he wants. Taking that hint he start.

"Y/n we are....we are getting married and it's really really big decisions of our life. I....i don't want to start my new chapter of life without being honest so i want to tell you about my past. I....i was in relationship for three years and we love each other alot. We almost inseparable. But the thing couldn't workout and we have to give up. I...i just want to say that i love her alot....still do. i can't get over of her....... We are getting married and i have to give you all my attention and my heart which....i couldn't do. I'm sorry but i don't want you to have any expectations from me" he says as he was looking down no his lap findling with his fingers. It was the first time he ever got his feelings out in front of someone. He never thought that a time would came that way. He just that she could understand him. However y/n having difficult time. She feels exact how hobi is feeling. Ripped apart from love is so hard and its so hurtful. She knows how he was feeling. Getting ready how to answer hobi she say.

"It's totally fine hoseok. I know how it feels without being able to the one you want to spend your life. It feels like body without soul. I know just think about that giving lot to pain. I'm fine if we you don't want to have any relation. And I'm thankful that you open up as for me i also want to say I'm also in that same boat and i still have so much feelings for him. I would really appreciate if we would remain friends. I also don't want any relation." She says as hobi look at her with widen eyes. He never imagined someone would have feels the same how exact his heart cries. She says exactly how he feels.

"I don't have any problems with that. And I'm happy you also shared your feelings. If you want we can also divorced." He says looking at the girl who is quietly looking down at her coffee. She has so much in her brain that she keeps zoning out. He sighs feeling nothing but guilt. Soon they will get married and he can't even fulfill his duty as a husband. And before being husband he didn't even good as a friend. Where else y/n can't able to think anything. Her brain fogged. Jimin just couldn't get away from her mind.

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Next day

Y/n POV
The day has come which i don't want to even came. Feeling like pressed under a ton of weight. Here I'm sitting in front of a mirror as five girls are around me. Through out the night my mind was just so so fed up that i couldn't even make when the first ray of sunlight hit my face. Just like that morning came without sleep. I can definitely see dark circles and my dull face which my foundation is covering perfectly. Somehow my eyes are fixed on the dress which is hanging behind. Feeling like ripping apart my limb when i remember how much jimin love that dress. I will wear the dress but not for our wedding. The sparkles of the dress which shines in my eyes are feels so irritating to me. The soft fabric never feels so allergic to me. The stone work seems like glass piece to me which is cutting my skin. I never feel so bad.

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