My Thoughts Inside My Haunted Mind

Different Ways To Take The Pain Away

[2-23-15]

It seems you're always high.

You're just as sad as me.

You feel fat and alone and scared as well.

But you drown all this pain in alcohol and pot.

As for me I drown all my pain in even more pain.

These leave marks on my body.

You do this as well but being high, that's what you're all about.

But I would like to have one conversation with you without you being high.

Because when you're high, you barely talk and I do all the talking.

Which makes me feel worse about myself because I feel annoying.

Then once again, I cut myself.

But I don't care because I still love you.

c.t.a