Learning how to love / Lokius

I'm sorry.

"What" He yells at the black haired god who walks in.
"Look, I'm genuinely sorry. I never wanted this to happen. I never wanted it to get this far.", Loki answers, voice getting quiter with each word he spoke.

"No, you're not. The only thing you are is a bad Person. I tried, okay? I tried to believe you. I tried to trust you. God damn it I even tried to love you, but you make it impossible don't you realize that? How many times are you planning on betraying me?"

The once so strong and stubborn god brakes out into tears. He hurt him. The only man who really saw something in him, who ever tried to give him a chance, the only one who truly trusted him.

"I.. I am stupid. I realize that now and I know its to late to change anything. Look.. it was never my intention to hurt you but-"

"No "buts", Loki. It is enough. I should have listened to everyone. You're nothing but cruel. You're the God of mischief, you are not made to love and never will", Mobius bursts out. He doesn't regret a word he was saying, because he was right and Loki knows that. He is the God of mischief. He shouldn't love, he shouldn't even care. More so when it comes to a mortal.

"I trusted you on this mission, you were supposed to fight with me, not against me!"

"Mobius! Could you listen to me for one minute? Its all I ask for!"

The agent stays silent. Closing his eyes, wondering when it had gotten this far. Why it had gotten this far.

"Okay. Tell me. Tell me that when you kissed that Variant, it was a incident. And when you turned on me to help them, it wasn't what it looked like, right? Am I right Loki? Or am I just looking at it from the wrong perspective? I am done with defending you and your lies. Ravonna was right. You're just like every other Version of yourself. You are a Variant, burdened to ruin peoples life for nothing but your own satisfaction. You should have been deleted the day you were brought to the TVA. See there is a reason you were killed by Thanos. You acted all like "I'm a trust worthy brother now", but you were to turn on Thor. You were to kill him off and then you should have taken over Asgard, bringing fear over your people. I was the one to change that, I was the one to change your story so you get killed by Thanos, so Thor would at least think you're a good person."

"Wait really?", Loki asked in disbelief.

"Yes. Now I'm wondering why I even trusted you in the first place. I saw how many times you betrayed people. Thor? Frigga? While Odin didn't try nearly as hard to love you, you couldn't notice how Frigga tried to love you. Because you don't care if others try. You only care about what they get done. And for you it wasn't enough. It never was. And I guess it goes the same for me. Now, I don't want to listen to anything you have to tell me. Leave my office."

Speechless, the god just turns around and leaves. He goes back to his cell and thinks about everything. Well, yes. He betrayed a lot of people. But can you blame Loki? Thor has the power of thunder, he is a hero. Because he was born to be. He was born to protect people. Loki is the God of mischief and you wonder why he can't be trusted and betrays. When he got betrayed by the people he thought were his parents. They lied to him his whole life, they made him fear frost giants when he is one himself.

And how do you Imagine him being able to love? The only love he ever received was from Frigga and from Thor, but that of course isn't that love Mobius is talking about. He never had anyone love him that way and he didn't know how to act. Does he even love Mobius?
Sure, he has that weird feeling that he could trust Mobius with anything, but that doesn't mean he's in love, does it?

"Loki.", the god looks up, confused.

"Moby?"

"Look, don't "Moby" me. Thats weird. Ravonna told me to put you in a memorie loop as we still need you to get like some kind of punishment for betraying us.", the agent says, opening a portal.