- tr oneshots.

- sanzu haruchiyo.

— sanzu x reader.
— angst.
— lowercase intended.
— taglish.

"hm? sino yang batang bitbit mo na kamukha ni sanzu, kakucho?" mikey asked.

"right? hawig ni sanzu diba? i saw him walking around the mall, naligaw ata siya and he was on the verge of crying so i picked him up."

"speaking of sanzu, where is he?"

"ewan ko boss, may binili raw." rindou answered.

"haruki!" bonten looked at the source of the voice, they saw a woman with purple hair running toward them.

"anak naman, pinakaba mo 'ko." she took the child from kakucho and hugged him.

"thank you for taking care of my son." she bowed.

"it's nothing." kakucho replied.

"y/n?" the said woman frowned and stared at the man who called her name.

"mikey? ikaw ba yan?" mikey nodded.

"hindi kita namukaan, it's been a long time after all."

"yeah, it's been 4 years."

"right, ah i need to go na, it was nice seeing you."

a few minutes after y/n left, sanzu arrived.

"yo." he frowned when he felt that the atmosphere was different and their boss, mikey, was glaring at him.

"boss, ano meron?"

"may anak ka ba sanzu?" mikey asked.

sanzu was surprised with the sudden question, but he didn't let it show and answered it calmly.

"wala boss, bakit?" rindou snorted.

"wala raw, baka tinakasan responsibilidad." sanzu glared at him.

"oh? bakit mo 'ko tinitignan ng ganyan? unless it's true?"

"bakit niyo ba ako tinatanong niyan, ano meron?"

"kakucho was carrying a kid who looked exactly like you, but his mom already took him." ran explained.

"ano... ano itsura nung babae?"

"she has purple hair-" sanzu's eyes widened, he only knows one woman who has purple hair.

"saan sila pumunta?!"

"towards the exit." kakucho answered.

sanzu immediately ran, in hopes of reaching y/n before she leaves.

"y/n!" the woman flinched before she started running.

sanzu also ran and held y/n's arm.

"pwede ba tayong magusap?"

"wala na dapat tayong pagusapan pa." her voice was cold, not the usual sweet voice she had towards him when they were still together.

"anak ko ba siya-"

"hindi."

sanzu frowned. "pero kamukha ko siya."

"so? ikaw na mismo nagsabi diba? na hindi mo siya anak, remember?"

"haru, i'm pregnant!"

"what? ipalaglag mo yan." the smile on y/n's face disappeared after hearing sanzu's response.

"huh? anong sinasabi mo?"

"i said abort it."

"haru please, 'wag namang ganito oh, naiintindihan ko kung hindi ka pa handa, pero atleast help me with the expenses! papalayasin ako ng magulang ko!"

"i don't care, you're on your own now."

"haru, nagmamakaawa ako, kahit para sa anak mo lang-"

"wala akong anak. abort that 'thing'."

sanzu bowed his head in shame, the guilt and and regret slowly passing through him.

"sinong tumulong sayo nung iniwan kita?"

"si hajime."

first name basis sila, sanzu thought.

"y/n please, give me another chance, babawi ako sayo at sa anak natin."

"sabing hindi mo siya anak diba? and anong bigyan kita ng second chance, nagpapatawa ka ba? tinanggap kita kahit delinquent ka, tinanggap kita kahit pumapatay ka, tinanggap kita kahit na nagdrodroga ka, pero nung nabuntis ako, hindi mo 'ko tinanggap?"

sanzu was about to respond when haruki spoke.

"mommy, who?" the child pointed at sanzu, sanzu looked at y/n with hopeful eyes.

"he's no one you should know, baby, just someone i know."

someone i know? hindi man lang old friend ganon?

"y/n, haruki!" sanzu saw kokonoi from a distance, walking towards the two with a smile.

and sanzu's heart broke when he heard what his ex and child called the man in front.

"daddy!"

"hi love." kokonoi kissed y/n in the lips before he carried haruki.

"daddy's here na, son. do you want something?"

"toys!" kokonoi chuckled.

"sure, we'll buy lots."

kokonoi's gaze landed on sanzu.

"oh, sanzu, andito ka pala?"

"ah, oo, bakit wala ka kanina sa bonten?"

"nagpaalam ako kay mikey na mag day off ako ng isang araw to spend time with my family." naramdaman ni sanzu yung diin ng pagsabi ni kokonoi sa family.

"ah, ganon ba? hindi na nga kita nakikita sa hapon at gabi e."

"half day na kasi ako, kailangan kong alagaan asawa ko e, buntis kasi."

buntis? sanzu looked at y/n's tummy, and a bump was visible.

"sige pre, una na kami ah? balik ka na rin, baka hinahanap ka na ni boss."

he stared at the three of them as a tear fell from his eyes.

he was late, too late.