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*~* TAYLOR *~*

I fucked up big time. Dillon's mad at me and will barely talk to me. It's not my fault I can't keep my dick in my pants. He should know by know how I am.
I get up out of my seat in class, a bit annoyed with myself and Dillon and just leave. The teacher calls after me. "Mr. Caniff, where the hell do you think you're going? Mr. Caniff! Mr. Caniff!" I ignore the annoying bitch and just keep walking. I know I'm going to get a detention or suspension for just walking out of the class like that but do I care? No, I don't.
I head out to my car and drive to Dillon's house. I knock a couple times and no one comes to the door so I take the key that I know is under the mat and use it to unlock the door. I put the key back and then enter Dillon's house heading up to his room. "Dillon! I'm here." I call up to my boyfriend.
"Go the fuck away!" I hear him call back angrily, his voice slightly muffled. I keep walking though and open the door to his room.
His laying face down on his bed and I hear slight sobs coming from him and I see his body shaking. I sit down on the edge of the bed and touch his back. "Dillon, I'm so sorry."
He rolls over at glares at me. "Fuck you Taylor, you're not sorry otherwise you wouldn't have done it! Faith told me herself that you two have hooked up multiple times."
My body freezes. "Oh."
"Exactly. Oh. See why I'm like this. How the hell would you feel if you found out the guy you really liked and were dating cheated on you with the biggest slut in the school?"
"Pretty shitty." I admit.
"Exactly. Do you see my pain now?"
"Yes I do and I'm sorry Dillon."
"Sorry doesn't cut it Taylor. You toyed with my emotions. I doubt you even fucking liked me in the first place." He scoffs.
"I do like you!"
"Well you did a pretty shitty job of showing it. Why the hell would you cheat on me. What does that slut have that I don't besides obviously herpes and a vagina?"
"Dillon, stop. I like you and only you and she came onto me at a party."
He glares at me. "Oh really you mean that party you told me you weren't gonna go to at Michael's house two weekends ago? That party?"
Sometimes I really need to learn when to shut my fucking mouth.... "I'm sorry, it's just you weren't feeling good that day so you didn't wanna hangout and I was bored so I decided to go to the party."
"Sure. Excuses excuses. Blame me whatever."
"I wasn't trying to blame you! Dillon, I like you and only you, I promise."
"Whatever." He replies a new wave of tears flowing down his cheeks. "Taylor?"
"Yeah?" I ask nervously.
"I think we need to break up."
My heart feels like it just shattered into a million little pieces. "No, Dillon. I promise I'll change. I won't cheat on you."
"That's the thing. Once someone cheats, it's impossible to forgive them again. All the trust is broken between you and that person. I'm sorry Taylor but I don't fucking trust you anymore."
"Dillon, please no, we can't break up. I'll make it up to you however you want me too. I'll do anything just please don't break up with me." I say tears in my eyes.
"Aw little Taylor doesn't wanna get dumped oh well. Too bad it's too late. The damage is already done. Now, get the fuck out of my house."
"Dillon no." I shake my head and feel some tears threatening to spill over.
"I said, GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" He says angrily, shoving me off his bed.
And with that, I leave him room and head outside, feeling like a piece of me is gone. I feel horrible, I'm ashamed and I even feel like a chunk of my pride is gone. I get into my car and that's when the tears fall and when they don't stop falling.
I think I just lost my boyfriend and best friend, and all because I'm a dumbass. A dumbass who doesn't know how to calm and control his hormones. I fucked up.... Big time.

A/N long time no talk! Sorry I haven't updated this in ages! (: I've had writers block but I actually know how to write this story now! I got the idea earlier. I promise it'll be good.

Random sidenote: does anyone know of the show Lost Tapes? Lol I'm currently watching the Hellhound episode and it's like 10:30pm and I'm just like "why am I watching this now when I know some weird noise outside my window is gonna make me kick my laptop off the bed...?" But fr guys I'm never going in a fucking cemetery after dark lol. I don't wanna die lmfao.

So how has everyone been?

-Shelby Lynn Jolinsky Wilkaloley 🙈💕

P.S flinches and almost kicks laptop lol.

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