Like Whoo *a Daylor fanfic*

Chapter 7

*~* TAYLOR *~*

After basically rejecting Dillon, and he heads home, looking shattered, I can't help but feel weird. But... It's almost a good weird..? I think...?
Dillon thinks he likes me. My best friend since forever, likes me. Do you know how weird that fucking is? Like no... He couldn't possibly like me... Right?
But the way he looked when I told him I didn't like him back.... That just about broke my heart, seeing my best friend looking broken and shit. Dammit, I feel like the biggest dickwad on the planet.

TO: Dilly Ruppism_
Hey. I'm sorry. I might have overreacted.

He reads the message but doesn't reply back for a while... I don't blame him to be completely fucking honest. I mean I did reject him.
I feel super bad about it and decide to text Matthew's current girlfriend, Shelby, who is actually Dillon's ex girlfriend... Interesting right?

TO: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
Hey Shelby. I need some advice.

FROM: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
Sure baby. What's wrong?

TO: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
So you know how Dillon and I ya know kissed?

FROM: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
Yeah. What about it?

TO: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
So today he kinda admitted he thinks he has feelings for me and stuff and I got weirded out about it and now that he's gone, I feel extremely bad and I apologized and now he's not answering me.

FROM: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
I know. That's because he's texting me right now, asking for advice too on how to get over someone, because "I'm" good at getting over people according to him.

TO: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
I mean.... You have dated a few of the guys at one point or another....

FROM: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
True. But yeah. I told him sometime it's just a phase you go through and stuff. And he's freaking out right now because he's afraid he jeopardized your guys' friendship. I feel really bad 😭😫😩

TO: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
When do you think he will text me back?

FROM: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
Well.... Just give him some time to process. Then let whatever happens happen. Cuhpeesh? (DONT JUDGE IDK HOW TO SPELL THAT WORD! lol 🙈😩😂😭😱)

TO: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
Lol. Lmfao. Wow girl wants to be an English major but yet she can't spell. Wtf is up with that babe?

FROM: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
A lot 😂 lmfao. Anyways good luck with Dillon. I hope everything works out. I gtg. I have a date with Bae. 😍

TO: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
Have fun but not too much fun Shelby 😂😋😉 MAGCON couldn't handle another Espinosa 😂

FROM: Shelby 🙈🐑😋💕😂😳
Lmfao 😂😂😂😂😂

We say our goodbyes and I just look at my phone, wondering why Dillon won't text back. He finally replies back about an hour later.

FROM: Dilly Ruppism_
It's fine. You're totally right. I totally don't have feelings for you. (That's why I totally at home right now, bawling my eyes out like a little pussy. 😭) Why could I possibly have feelings for you because I mean that's a crazy idea and even if I did, why would I possibly think you would like me back? I mean that's the craziest idea yet. Right? Exactly it is. It's completely crazy and I'm even crazier for thinking it. I'm crazy for thinking I had feelings for you and that those feelings were mutual. I'm sorry.

Now I just feel bad..... How do I reply back to that....?

TO: Dilly Ruppism_
No Dillon. I'm sorry. I overreacted by saying what I did and I'm sorry I hurt your feelings and that you're crying right now. You deserve better. That's why I said that... I mean you're right. Something has DEFINITELY been different between us since we shared that one kiss. I mean I don't really wanna admit it to myself or anyone for that matter but I've felt it too. I've felt the different tensioney shit thing between us and that's beyond weird. I mean it's weird but a good weird ya know?

FROM: Dilly Ruppism_
Yeah I know what you mean.

TO: Dilly Ruppism_
So what does this mean for our friendship and stuff...?

FROM: Dilly Ruppism_
I don't know....

TO: Dilly Ruppism_
Me neither

FROM: Dilly Ruppism_
Well..... It's all up to you... What do you wanna do?

TO: Dilly Ruppism_
.....

FROM: Dilly Ruppism_
What?

I take a deep breath before I send the text to Dillon that I know will change our friendship forever but after it sends, there's no going back... But I've got nothing to lose right?

TO: Dilly Ruppism_
Come back.

A/N what did you think? & btwI know you all probably hate me bc I keep letting you down with updating this haha. But I had ideas for some new fics and had to write them ASAP and also had ideas for DIR and stuff. Haha. Anyways. Yeah sorry if this chapter sucks... I'll try to learn to update this for you guys quicker and better. Lmfao. But yeah. I'm busy trying to attempt to maybe learn Spanish... Idk. It's not going so good tbh. And also I'm plotting ways to pass chemistry bc I NEED TO GO SEE JACK AND JACK IN DECEMBER IN OMAHA AND MY MOM TOLD ME I COULD GO... If I bring my grade up.... Which is like IMPOSSIBLE considering it's currently a 51.08(?) or something like that. I don't even know. All I know is I NEED to meet jack and jack. I need to meet them more than I need to focus on anything else in school tbh. Haha. In first block I was creeping on their Instas- something I haven't done in like 2 months, I found I'm on Twitter and Wattpad a lot more than I used to be. Haha. #addiction anyways. Yeah hope you liked the update. I love you all. Now I'm off to update SITM, WILAY, DIR, Coming Out (aka my new Cash fanfic). Speaking of new fics go check out my new fanfic One Of Those Nights! It's a Nahogany fanfic! I promise you'll love it! Lol. Anyways. Bye now. I love you all so much! 😘

- Shelby Lynn Gilinsky Johnson Grier Caniff Rivera 💕

P.S. Nash is creeping up my list as my new fave. And Dillon... Tbh idk wtf happened to him... I think he just reminds me too much of my ex rn sooooo idk. I mean I stil love him he's just not my fave anymore. And Sammy. wtf happened to Sammy as well haha. 😂 lol anyways ✌️ it's late lol. Night! 😘

P.S.S. 80% of the time, my updates are created at night before bed then I post them before bed. Just as clarification. Lmfao. Night now. Or good morning. Idk haha

P.S.S.S. So I'm in school right now and I get out in less than 5 minutes. Haha. And I just wanted to say I DOWNLOADED THE HUSH APP I LOVE IT BUT I HAD TO DELETE LIKE 4 OF MY APPS TO GET IT AND STUFF 😭 I HAD TO DELETE NY TEXT APP AND NOW I FEEL BAD BC WHAT IF THE BF TEXTS ME- he won't but still- haha 😂 anyways gtg now. Lol. Love you all. 😘