Jealousy and Confusion

9

I woke with a pounding headache in Kat's arms. Kat was softly stroking my hair as I slid my tongue over the roof of my mouth, grimacing at the after taste. She reached over me and grabbed a cup of water that was on the nightstand. I sat up as she handed it to me. I slowly drank from it as she shifted into a better position and cuddled me from behind. I got up and she made protesting noises.

I walked to her closet and grabbed one of her hoodies. Kat watched as I slipped it on and crawled back into her arms, retrieving my water again. I pulled out my phone and messaged my teachers a lie but I didn't feel like going to school so it works.

Kat buried her face in my neck, holding me as I typed to my teachers. When I set my phone down she slowly rocked me side to side. I buries my face in her hoodie and curled up in a ball, sliding my hands from the sleeves, making it look like I had bigger, messed up-ish breasts while looking armless. Kat giggled and kept me close. After a bit, we went to the kitchen, only for me to trip over some lifeless looking boys. The only way we could tell they were alive were their snores and the gasp as I tripped over one, landing on the other.

I felt like I accomplished something. The boys slowly woke up and the two who I tripped and fell on were groaning. I followed Kat to the kitchen and sat on a counter sipping water while she cooked up some brunch for us all. The boys came in one by one and grabbed a glass of water Kat had set out for them all.

I felt like being a child and swung my feet around in the air. They thudded against the  cabinet every now and then. Kyal leaned on the counter next to me and softly touched my feet. My swinging legs stilled and I swirled my water around, bored already.

Being a toddler, I wailed, "there's nothing to do!" I stormed off whining. There was laughter as I left to my room. I pulled on several hoodies that covered me and went walking out, to the front door.

"Put some pants on!" Daren and Kyal yelled after me. I stuck my tongue at them and pulled the sweatshirts further down my legs till they rested against my knees.

Kat got on the porch steps as I did a cartwheel. "Ver! Put on some actual clothes. Snow isn't good for skin." I fell on my back in the decent amount of snow and burst into giggles. I looked up and saw Kat staring at me. I poked her feet and mimicked her words.

"Put on some actual clothes, snow not good fur skin." I crossed my eyes and she chuckled and picked me up over her shoulder. "Okay! This ain't fair! You tall people-!" As I rambled on, everyone laughed and I was brought inside. When I was set on the couch, I was quiet and my arms and legs were crossed. Kat ruffled up my hair then told the guys to leave because we had stuff to do and to get ready for.

After a few minutes she came back and I was lying on the couch, now in one hoodie. I was zoned out, brought back to her lips on my neck. I blinked several time noticing I was in our shaded bedroom, the blinds down again. She was between my legs, one of her hands on my thighs, her other hand by my head. I could see something wrong in her eyes.

"What?" I whispered. She kissed my jaw and I felt my breathing become uneven. Once her lips hit the base of my throat, I scooted away and looked at her. "What's wrong Kat?"

"I don't like you kissing other people." She hissed, grabbing my foot and yanking me to her. Her lips attached to my neck and my head angled. I made a confused sound and she huffed against my neck, sliding her hand between my legs. I gasped my back arching and covered my mouth with the back of my hand. "Last night, spin the damn bottle." She growled and pressed hard between my legs. I cried out and closed my eyes. "All those times you fucking kissed them, I wanted to take you away, beat them, and throw them out." Her teeth slid over my neck as her fingers moved in a circle. I felt my breathing get dangerously uneven and I knew Kat noticed because her eyes darkened. "I don't want you with anyone else." She snarled. With that her lips covered mine and I let her take control.