Adore August

• 05| SLEEPING BEAUTY

Chapter Song: Crush by Tessa Violet

Chapter Five

I hated that I was attracted to my teacher.

I wanted to be like a normal teenage girl and like somebody who was on the football team and be that typical cheerleader-football player couple, but nope.

Instead I had to go off and have daddy issues and like my English teacher.

But thankfully I wasn't the only one who was crushing on August Everett. I knew that Olivia Duncan was crushing on him and she was in my AP History class.

Plus many other female students and faculty members were crushing on Mr. Everett he was dreamy and had a body of a sex god. He had tattoos covering his whole body and I wanted to see every inch of them but his clothes tend to hide them which annoyed me like no other.

I've tried getting rid of my silly crush on my teacher, I've gone on dates with a few guys on the football and basketball team but none really succeed on what I was looking for and I don't know why.

They were attractive, nice, and sweet. They didn't make me feel uncomfortable nor did they pressure me into doing something that I didn't want to do they just didn't do any justice.

I haven't even had my first kiss!

Guys have tried to kiss me and I've tried to let them but it's like I have a spidey -sense and dodge it every time by making them kiss my cheek or I just pull away entirely. I probably look like a freak but I don't care.

Mr. Everett plagued my mind and I can't get him out of mind no matter how hard I tried to!

I don't know why but it's like I cant stop thinking about having him dominate me, maybe I'm just horny and need to get laid, or maybe I'm a psycho who needs a psychiatrist.

I don't know all I know is that this isn't healthy and I need help before I go insane, that is if I haven't done already.

"Maria, can you please tell the class  what happened in the last part," Mr. Everett asked flipping his book to the page we were on.

"Romeo and Juliet had just met,"

Mr. Everett nods his head and looks around the room before landing on Cara a girl in the front row.

"Cara I want you to read as Romeo and Taylor I want to you to read as Juliet."

The two begin reading the play, my eyes attention zoning out from their voices not really wanting to hear Romeo and Juliet talk.

If I was being honest I was still a little bit buzzed from my early smoke sesh with Casey before school and because I haven't eaten my high away so I was still in the clouds and was feeling slightly sleepy.

It wasn't helping that two people were reading in the most boring voice ever that it was slowly luring me to sleep.

I close my eyes as they continue reading, a soft sigh escaping my lips as I allow the darkness to surround me like a warm blanket.

"Maria, baby do you want to help mommy pick out a name for the baby?" My mother asked me one Sunday afternoon.

We were sitting in the living room, my mom looking through a baby name book while I was watching the new episodes of the Disney channel shows that aired that Friday night.