Forgotten Underwater

III

"Look Jessie, I know that we don't get along, but for what it's worth I'm sorry for hurting your friend, and I'm sorry about Rafe." He said turning the car off. I don't even know how to respond to that because it's true that we're not close and we don't get along, and I'm way to tired to try and bullshit a response so I just make my way up to my bathroom to try and take care of my arm.

I look in the mirror at disheveled appearance and I just laugh, like everyone thinks that this island is perfect as long as you stay on a side, but what everyone seems to forget is that choosing a side is like counting sand, impossible for some people. I reach out to the medicine cabinet grab the ace bandage, and some pills. I'm not usually a druggie, but hey I'm friends with Barry so I have a stash just in case. I carefully wrap up my bruised wrist and take some of the pills from out of the container. I make my way over to my bed waiting for the drugs to hit, I need t an escape from today, even if it's not a healthy way of doing it. So I jump head first into my bed and reach around trying to find my phone. When I finally manage to locate it I hold it in front of my face and notice a certain text from a certain guy wielding pogue saying, "I'm coming over, unlcok ur window." Are you kidding me I finally get comfortable in bed and now I've got to get up. I slide down my bed and shuffle on my knees over to my window and I turn the lever. I don't have enough energy to climb back over to my bed so I'm just going to chill here on the floor. . I don't really know how long I sat on the floor all I know is its the most at peace I've ever felt in my whole life. So when JJ knocked on my window I didn't even move from my spot, if he wanted to interrupt my chill time after the shit he pulled earlier today he can come in himself.

"Hey Jessie why didn- why are you just sitting on the floor?" He asks sliding through the window.

"I don't know GG it's comfy." I say turning to look at him with a lopsided smile on my face.

"Are you fucking high right now?" He asks Anger masking his entire face.

"JJ chill it's no big deal my wrist just hurt so I just wanted to take the edge off. Plus you do stuff too I've seen it." I say holding up my wrist.

"Look Jessie I just don't want you to end up like me. And let me see your hand." And I wordlessly place my hand in his, and he turns it over and looks it over when he suddenly drops my hand. "Why the fuck do you have Rafe Fucking Cameron's Rings?" He spits back at me

"I don't get why you're so mad, I only noticed he slipped it onto my finger after Topper brought me home." I reply shrugging not liking the fact that he was ruining my high.

"YOU DON'T GET WHY I'M MAD? NOT ONLY ARE YOU PROBABLY FUCKING HIM BUT YOUR PIECE OF SHIT BROTHER HURT ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND YOU DON'T SEE A PROBLEM WITH WEARING HIS RING? He yells kicking my dresser. I couldn't hold back the gasp that left my throat. I can't believe he not only insulted my brother granted we're not close but he had no right, he also insulted my character, me sleeping with Rafe are you kidding me.

"Look you killing my buzz and being an ass by breaking my shit so you can get out if you don't mind" I say getting up from my spot on the floor making my way to the bathroom. "Lock the window behind you too." I say and shut the door behind me. I quickly push the lock and turn back to the cabinet and pull of the bottle of little white pills, take a couple, and put it back. I head into the bathtub after unlocking the door, knowing Kie is probably going to stop by in the morning. Then everything goes dark and I feel like I'm at peace.

Hey folk the Author Here!! Just wanted to give a heads up cuz you probably notcied but I am kinda loosely following the details of the show, like I'm only going to take parts that I can work well with into my story plot!! So don't comment like this doesn't follow exactly with the show because I know that, that's kind of the point HAHHAH anyways <3