CHAPTER ONE

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**"Saranghae oppa"that was the last words that came out of my mouth before he disappeared.I cant hold back my tears anymore because of sadness.Im alone in the darkness when suddenly something hit my head.**

(ZIEYA'S POV)

I realize it was just a dream when i look up i saw my mom trying to wake me up and then i smiled awkwardly.My mom is pointing at the clock because im going to be late on my online class.I got up quickly at my bed and fix my study table and open my laptop.When suddenly my mom knock at my door with a plate of food in her hand.I signal her to just put it on my table.She was going to leave my door when she whispered something.

"Fix your hair first you look like a witch"and then she closed my door.After that i look at my mirror and gasped.

"Oh my god what happen to my hair??".Then i remembered curling my hair last night while watching some kdrama i forgot to fix it.Dummy i laughed at myself then making funny faces in the mirror behind my laptop.When someone cough and laugh.I didnt notice that my classmates and even my teacher is watching me while doing funny faces.My faced turn red because of embarrassment i quickly covered my face then bend under my table to fix my hair.I sit back and pretend nothing happened.My teacher started our lesson then time passed by.

"Okay thats just for todays lesson class and please pass your activities next week"after that we exited the zoom class.

When i look at the time its already lunch so i went to take a bath first before going down to have lunch.After done taking a bath a put on my tshirt and sweatpant then i go down.I saw my mom preparing our lunch in the kitchen so i help her set the table.When my stepdad enter the kitchen we started to eat.He was telling some stories to my mom but i cant hear it cause i was too focus on my food and my phone ofcourse.I was texting my bestfriend about the update of our favorite kpop groups.We were talking about kpop when my mom snap my phone out of my hand and scold me for using my phone while eating.I dont want to fight with my mom so i just eat quietly and fast so that i can get my phone and go to my comfort zone which is my room.

"Im done eating,now can i get my phone now?"i said feeling annoyed.My mom just stared at me."Do the dishes first before i gave you your phone"my mom said.I wait for them to finish first their meal before doing the dishes.After half an hour (not really)they were done eating i collected their plates and wash them.

"Done,can you give my phone now mom?"i asked mom.She lend me my phone.I run to my room and locked it.I open my phone and started watching some videos on y**t*b* when i saw some recommended videos.I saw this video content of a girl who is living in korea with his korean boyfriend.I found it very interesting about their relationship and how did they met.They met in a dating app called m**ff.So me who is really addicted to korean boys i quickly downloaded the app.Upon done making account i started searching for my "OPPA".

I forgot that i have some school papers to finish so i put down my phone and do my school works.Its already 6pm when i finish my school works so i lay down at my bed.

"You know that I love you right?"
"Please stay dont leave me please im begging you, i cant imagine my life without you."
"Im going to do everything just to make you happy even if it hurts me"he cried.
"Forgive me but i dont want to hurt you anymore."
"Yes i love you too but it wont gonna work."
"Please just let me go its the best for you,for me,for the both of us."
"The right person will come to you,sorry but thats not me and that would never be me you deserve someone better.The one who will not hurt you like i did.The one who will make you happy....You deserve the best but you dont deserve me because im the worst..I dont want you to love somebody like me."
"Just always remember that I did loved you"i said.
"Did i do something wrong?did i mess up?tell me..i will pay for what ive done"he said while holding my hands.
"No you didnt do anything wrong.I dont have a problem with you.You gave me all the love that i deserve.Its just that i cant continue this relationship anymore."i said.
"Dont you love me anymore?"he asked.
"We can start over if you want.We can pretend that all the sad moments didnt happen.Just LOVE ME AGAIN please dont leave me alone your my world you completed me.Please.......Cant you love me again?".
"Im sorry, I just really cant do it even if i want too"i said to him while trying to touch his shoulder to calm him down.When he suddenly snap my hand out of his shoulder.
"You're so selfish,you dont mind what i feel. Dont you dare say that you love me. You fucking liar.I hate you i fucking hate you. I just wish i didnt met you. I thought your the one who will complete me but you fucking ruin me"he shouted and push me.

"Oppa im sorry"i tried to hold his hand.
But he back off.
"Don't touch me"he said while wiping his tears."I don't want to see you anymore.Don't you dare go near me ever again."then he turned his back at me.While he was crossing the street theres a bus coming.
"Oppa watch out"i tried to stop him but he did'nt listen.So i ran fast to him and just when i tried to pull him he suddenly turned  and push me.I landed on the sidewalks.Thats when he got hit by the bus.

"OPPAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

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