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Just in case but WARNING A LITTLE BIT OF SELF HATE AND UNSUPPORTIVE PARENTS 
Zenitsu Pov
Being "late" to school, in return I got detention but I did it purposely so I do not care. All I was thinking that how to meet that guy in the park again because he seems so nice and I wanted to try to be friends with him. Wait what am I thinking, nobody would want to be with a lame person like me. "BOYS DETENTION NOW" a teacher from outside shouted. Oh well someone was going to have detention with me. What I didn't expect was it was the bullies, they were shocked to see me here too. Oh my god, I am so stupid they were the bullies, of course they would get detention too but thank god there was a teacher looking at us with an angry annoyed look so I wouldn't get bullied yay. They all keep giving me the glaring look. Goshh, they are all so annoying, and why am I such a scaredy-cat. I hate myself for being a scaredy-cat. 

After for hours, we are finally free from jail ce- I mean detention room. Yay, I guess. I ran out through the door first because just in case they were going to find a perfect chance to "have fun" with me. And thank god that they are still talking and laughing together that they did not even noticed me running away from them. Seeing them so happy, reminds me of that two people at the park that I met. I can't help it but to feel jealous of them. Jealous of them having so much fun, jealous of them being able to smile that brightly, jealous of them having friends to talk to. 

But again, I probably don't deserve happiness. I mean even if I do, who would be friends with me too. Got rejected by 5 girls, got bullied, a scaredy-cat and a stupid person. Nobody would. I walk out of the school and I was actually planning to go the park again, just to see if I can find that guy who was nice to me. Wait. Why am I trying to find him at the first place? What am I going to tell him? Aplogize? Be friends with him? Thank him? I never thought about it. I guess, I will just cancel the plan of trying to meet him. Since I wanted to make today the best day because so far its was going great except getting called names by the bullies at the front gate... but it's still better than other day, anyways I wanted to go to a cafe that was open recently. 

The newly open cafe was better than I thought. The lights from the inside were yellowish and brownish. The tables and the chair was made out of woods and it was in brown colour. I ordered a waffle and a glass of juice cause I am not that hungry. I sat down on a two people table place as they do not provide one person table. I took out my books from my school bag and yes I did bring to here and read it. Suddenly, I heard a loud crying noise and someone talking "Jiro, can you at least help me to look after your siblings and stop being that useless." I looked around to see who was the one who said it and that annoying crying noise then I saw quite a big family sitting down next of my table. One of the family member caught my eye. It was the guy who I met at the park with his family I assumed. 

He responded when the big dude which was probably his father asking him to look after his siblings. He has a lot... of siblings. And now why did his father just ask him not being useless...? I am actually confused right now. Wait. Why do I need to know this thing anyways? It's not like is my business...right? 

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