I Have Everything to Lose

Chapter 8

Skyler pov

As I was getting ready for the party. I started to feel nervous. What's gonna happen at the party? It was already 9:00 it was getting late and we needed to leave soon.

"Are you ready yet... we needed to go soon." Said Blaine outside my bedroom door.

"Yeah! Im coming." I said while walking out my bedroom door fixing my dress.

Blaine awkwardly cought, and said "lets go."

On the way to Jake's apartment my nervousness grew. Blaine parked the car and I noticed there was alot more cars around us then there were last time we were here. When we made our was up the stairs to the door. Blaine took my elbow and turned me around to face him.

"People will be drinking and acting like assholes. I want you to stay in the living room and don't move for the rest of the night. If someone tries something with you tell me. If it gets to much for you go in my car and I'll come drive us back to the house." He said as he pushed me threw the door before I could argue with him.

When we walked in I immediately covered my nose it smelled of cigarettes, and throw up. Blaine sat me on the dirty couch, and then told me he had to talk to his friend.

Everonce in awhile someone would walk over and hand me a drink but i would put it on the ground. As I closed my eyes because of my terrible headache I felt the couch move down next to me. I opened my eyes to see Jake next to me.

"Hey... Skyler... right it's Skyler?" He slurred.

"Yeah thats my name." I said as I looked around the place and noticed people dancing, making out, drinking, and smoking.

"You look beautiful... but very tired." Jake said as he poked me playfully with this elbow.

"Thank you... you look absolutly drunk, and I just have a headache." I said as he kept on looking at me up and down while holding his chin and licking his lips.

"Well I have a bedroom you can sleep in." He said as he took a sip of his drink.

"Umm... I don't know Blaine told me to stay here." I said as I looked around for Blaine. Where was he at? I thought.

"Come on I'll tell him you went to lay down." He said as he got up, and put his hand out.

I took his hand, and we went to the bedroom. I walked into the dark room. Jake turned on the light, and i walked in further and sat on the bed.

"Thank you Jake". I said while looking up at him

He laughed to himself, and then closes the door, so it was just me and him. He turnes and locked the door. Then started to walk toward me.

"What are you doing?" I asked crawling backward till I hit the headboard.

"Awww don't be scared I'm gonna make you feel so good baby." He cooded as he grabbed my ankle pulling my down the bed.

I startes to kick and beg for him not to touch me. Why did I want to go to this party? "Please don't touch me." I said as teart formed in my eyes.

"Shhhh baby it's gonna be just fine. I know your a virgin but it wont hurt for long." He said as he kissed my neck and was laying on top of me.

I was so scared that my body went completely still. "Please don't." I said barely over a whisper.

With in seconds the door opened with a loud bang. In the doorway stood Blaine. He ran over to us, grabbed Jake's shirt and threw him off. Blaine got ready to punch Jake, but I jumped off the bed and grabbed Blaine's arm.

"Lets just leave... please." I said while pulling Blaine out the bedroom.

Blaine grabbed my hand and lead me out side and to the door draging me behind him.

"I told you to stay where you were." Blaine spoke as he gripped the steering wheel turning his knuckles white.

"I was tired and Jake said he would let me sleep in a bedroom, and... well you know the rest." I said looking down at my hands.

When we arrived at the housd Blaine didn't say anything to me the rest of the night. He was going to bed with out having dinner. I made him a sandwich and knocked on his door.

"Come in." He said while I entered his room.

"I made you a sandwich... if you're hungry." I said putting the plate on bis bedside table. "Thanks for saving me back there, and not killing Jake." I said.

"Yeah its no problem... how do you feel." He asked while sitting up in his bed.

"Fine... well actually I'm still freaked out." I said while looking at his top less torsos and examining all his tattoos.

"Umm if y-you want to you can lay in here for awhile." He said scratching the back of his head.

"If yo dont mind. I'll stay in here till your finished with your sandwich." I said putting me knee on the bed.

He gradded the sanwhich and moved over, so I had room. I layed with my back to him and just staring at the wall. For some reason when I layed in the bed I felt instantly safer.

I woke up looking around wondering were I was. Then I felt something heavy on my stomach. I looked down, and I saw the tattoos that became so known to me now. I must have fallen asleep, and him to. I tried to get up, but I couldn't move his arm. After my failed attempt of getting out of his grip.

I took the time to look at his face. The way his hair flopped over his forehead, the way his eyebrows fround when he slept, and the way his lips parted when he breathed. I decided to lay back down, and sleep.

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Author note

Hey guys im sorry this chapter is really long but its probably one of the best chapters i wrote so far. But i hope u guys like it... vote comment and follow and if u have good books to read tell me.