I Have Everything to Lose

Chapter 9

Skyler pov

Its been a couple of weeks since I've been living with Blaine. Nothing has changed his attitude has still been annoying and he takes any chance to make fun of me or be rude to me.

It's the middle of the night, and I'm wide awake. Then out of no where I hear a scream like someone was getting attacked. I knew right away it was Blaine. We never have talked about his nightmares, but I really want to know why he has them.

I got out of bed, and made my way to Blaine's room. He used to lock ths door on me, but now he keeps it unlocked and a little cracked open. When I open the door I see him in the bed throwing his arms around and kicking his legs under the blanket. As much as he annoys me I do hate seeing him like this because the dreams must be terrible. He seems to have them every night.

As I get on his bed I grab his arms and start to skae him gently. "Blaine..wake up." I said at least 4 times until he finally woke up. He woke up, and looked around like he didn't know where he was. His eye lock with mine, and he gently pushed me down on the bed and layed his head on my stomach.

As we layed there, and I play with his curls and he claims his beathing. I finally get the strength to ask him why he has these dreams.

"Blaine... can I ask you something?" I asked.

"Hmmm I guess..." he huffed.

"What are your dreams about?" I asked looking up at the ceiling.

"It's nothing don't worry about it." He said getting annoyed.

"But you have them almost every night, and you always look so scared when I wake you I just want to know what's wrong with you." I said while he rolled off of me.

"What is wrong with me is that you annoy the hell out of me, and you always have to be in someones business!" He yelled at me while sitting up.

"I'm just trying to help you. There is no reason for you to be an asshole." I said while crossing my arms over my chest,and sitting my back on the headboard.

"You know what why don't you just go sleep in your own room. I don't know why you keep on coming in my room at night. It's like you have a crush on me, and guess what I'm never gonna date you, like you, or fuck you." He said as he got up out og the bed and waked over to me.

"I.. w-was just..." I couldn't make a sentence because I was to pissed off, and honestly hurt. It's not like I wanted to have sex with him, or I even saw myself with him. Just they way he put it hurt my feelings.

"You know what you stay here, and sleep because maybe you just like my bed so I'm gonna sleep on the couch, and dont fucking get up, and follw me. Got it" he said as he grabbed the blanket making the cold hit me instantly.

He slammed the door closed, and I started to cry. I don't get why he has to be so mean to me. I just want to go home and live my life how it used to be.

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The next morning I woke up looking like shit my eyes where all puffy because I cried myself to sleep. I made my way out the room, and in the living room Blaine was sleeping. He was to tall for the small couch so half of his body was hanging off of it.
I went to go make breakfast. I started to heat up some bacon when Blaine woke up, and walked to the bathroom. I heard him start the shower at the same time he got a phone call. The phone rang 3 times before I decided to look at his phone. When I grabbed the phone it had a picture of a girl and the name read Jen. I didn't know he had a girlfriend.

"What are you doing?" He asked behind me. Scaring me which caused me to drop his phone. Thank god there is carpet so it didn't break.

"I'm s-sorry I was cooking, and it kept on going off... I think your girlfriend wants to talk to you." I said picking up his phone and looking at his shirtless body. He hax tattoos all over his chest, and a writing on his ribs.

"Girlfriend? ... I dont have a girlfriend." He laughed as he took his phone out of my hand. "Oh it's just nobody ." He said as he hit ignore. "Breakfast done?" He asked while slipping a shirt on.

"Yeah." I said as we headed into the kitchen.

As we sat down at started to eat. Blaine cleared his throat, and spoke. "Do you want to maybe call someone?"

"Really? I can call anyone?" I asked practically jumping in my seat.

"Yeah, but you can't tell anyone you're here or what happened. You will have to sit here, and talk on the phone so I know what you're saying." He said as he took out his phone and handed it to me.

I took his phone, and I realized that I should call my Dad he is probably worried, but honestly I'm still mad that he lied to me about my mother's death. So I decided I would call Callie.

"Hello?" Callie asked

"Callie it's me Skyler."

"Omg! Skyler where have you been? Why haven't you called? Why aren't you at school? Wh-."

"Callie... Callie stop I'm sorry I haven't called, just know I'm okay." I said while playing with the hole in my pants.

As we continued she didn't question where I was. Blaine got up and walked in the bathroom, but before he went he gave me a warning that if I told Callie anything I would be in serious trouble. I got up and walked in the kitchen while continuing to listen to Callie talk about this new guy she likes.

"What the fuck are you doing!" I felt a pull on my hair, and I hit the ground with a thud. The phone feel out of my hand. When I looked up and saw who spoke and pulled my hair. My eyes grew wide with fear.

Richard... Blaine's father. Before I could exlpaine he made a swift kick to my ribs. I begged him to stop. I could practically smell the liquid on him. Who dinks this early? I thought to myself. Blaine soon ran up to us a grabbed his father's arm and the walked in the living room to talk. Blaine turned around and mouthed. Are you okay? And I gave him a small nod as they left me on the floor.

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Author note
Hey everyone I hope you like the new chapter. I promise it will get better. I hope you like the outfit. If you dont like me putting outfits at the top please tell me, and if you like them tell me. It helps putting the pic at the top cuz I dont want to waste time on describing the outfits. Sorry this is getting long but please continue to read vote and comment... thank you!!! Love u all...