♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ : : hanahaki :;
where the victim of unrequited
or one-sided love begins to vomit
or cough up the petals and flowers
of a flowering plant growing in their lungs
☄. *. ⋆
▬▬▬▬▬ ⌦ where you
confess your love to someone
wishing for love and warm...
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❝why am in love? even though it hurts❞
"Shirabu?" a low soft faint voice called out. Turning his head he met h/c girl and her e/c eyes looking at the sky and smiling. He hummed as response. "Why is your voice so raspy and low L/N?" he knitted his eyebrows.
"Ignore that but now you know?" She whispered softly even though it pained her throat. "Know what?" He repeated.
"A boy was dating a girl who always hurt him." The girl spoke.
"One day she broke up with him and told him 'I don't want to see you again'. A few months later the girl realized that he was the one she truly love so she went back to him and said ' Please just give me one more chance, I will love you, I need you and I will never hurt you." She continued
"then? what did that boy do?" The copper hair asked the h/c girl with curiosity
She turned her gaze towards him meeting their eyes. Slowly closing her eyes and smiling bitterly she spoke " But the boy only laughed and said 'only a fool would take back someone who hurt them so much'"
"Oh wow well she deserv--" He got cut off by the girl shushing him.
She opened her eyes and spoke " The girl felt hopeless and regretted her decision of her past but the boy put his around her and told '...and I am one of those fools."
"Oh" There was a pregnant silence.
The h/c girl chuckled bitterly " My friend from middle school used to tell me these short stories when we used to eat together, dude was hopeless romantic."
The boy tilted his head in confusion and stared at the girl by his side.
"He loved a girl from bottom of his heart, she was also his childhood friend. He told me that he was introverted and anxious child but the girl made him open up from his shell."
"He told me how he felt comfortable with her. She was the reason why he smiled. He also loved her smile and his feeling grew more and deep." She spoke with tears running down her cheeks.
"Second year of middle school he finally gathered his courage to confess to her even though he knew she was out of his league."
"He told me this girl was pretty, funny, kind, athletic, and enthusiastic. He knew his chances were low but he always thought there was a bit of h-hope" Her voice cracked with pain.
"Next?" He questioned.
"He never confessed" She answered honestly.
"Huh what?"
"He never got a chance to confess"
"Why did he chicken out?" He tried to joke
"Even worst"
"..."
"That girl said that she love someone else was she doesn't know how to confess"
"..."
"My friend smiled happily even though his heart was shattered into pieces and gave her advises, encouraged her."
"He became depressed more and more and worst case scenario is that he never tried to move on he always believed that she will realize his feeling and come back.."
"but boy, he was wrong he just kept hurting himself more and more" She spoke
"what happened to him now?"
The h/c girl took a deep breath and spoke softly with pain in her voice.
"He died"
"What how?" He whispered yelled
"His own love killed him" She let out a chuckle wiping her tears " Love hurts Shirabu." She whispered.
"Wha- how?"
How can I tell you that he had that same disease I have?
"You will understand it soon Shirabu now let's go" She smiled standing up.
"Oh btw, day 20 of confession, i love you!" she smiled. "y/n i told you already, you deserve someone better." he sighed.
~~~
"Man... it hurts...." She coughed, going towards the sink. Now the whole flower came out with blood, thorns. Her whole body was covered by veins of the flowering plant.
She was pale and delicate.
"3 more days Shirabu, just 3 more days, I can leave peacefully, no rejection, no love, no pain, no Hanahaki" She smiled.
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