♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ : : hanahaki :;
where the victim of unrequited
or one-sided love begins to vomit
or cough up the petals and flowers
of a flowering plant growing in their lungs
☄. *. ⋆
▬▬▬▬▬ ⌦ where you
confess your love to someone
wishing for love and warm...
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5 months time skip
It's been months and you are still courting Shirabu and everything he replied with "yeah yeah.. whatever" and "I know.."
Semi and Tendou noticed a change in Shirabu's behaviour and said you give up
Feelings and emotions are real. If you truly love a person, you will love them forever, even though they can't see you that way.
That's why love is always unconditional. You love that person because you want to, not because you have that hope that someday he will love you back.
If you just hope for being loved back, that's not love to begin with, it is just some business deal. You love because your feelings for him is real, deep and true.
It didn't stop, you fell for him more and more.
and that's the problem.
You knew he was never yours. You lost him? were you too late? were you not enough? What can it be then?
You remembered your mom always told you to never get attached to something or someone who/that isn't yours.
Yet you refused all those thoughts.
Your heart has been broke many times.
When your dad left your mom when he found out she was pregnant. Never in your life you called someone dad or received father's love. You never know how does having a father feels like.
He missed your birth and baby cries. He missed your first baby steps. He missed the moment when you spoke for the first time. He missed all the father day events.
You never saw your father other than the old photos. It hurts it hurts like hell. You couldn't hear anything other then your thoughts and your heart shattering.
Dad
Oh how you wish you could call someone that with love... But why trying? You searched for him. Asked his many friends. He just disappeared and never came back.
The only one you found love is your Mother. She was with you everyday, every night not forever She always appreciated you for your little works.
Your Mother was still a beautiful educated women. Your grandmother took care of you when your mother worked day and night. Well what did you expect from fate?
