SAIRAT SS - "I am always there for you"

Part 8

Disclaimer: Here I am with the next part. If you find anything stupid or of no logic, please excuse me. Hindi is not my first language. Please excuse me for any grammatical mistakes. Some dialogues may be repetitive. Please excuse me if I did not meet your expectations. This is my first story. I am trying my best to keep the updates as interesting as possible. I tried to do justice to this part to the best possible.

In this part I have addressed Sai's biggest fear and her insecurities. This part was most toughest one to write and I am de-motivated to write. I don't feel like writing. Many dialogues in this part may be repetitive. I tried my best to write interestingly. I don't know how it turned out to be. I guess it is not up to the mark. But i sincerely hope it is up to the mark. Will try to post next updates with less delay. Please share your reviews on this part.

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PART-8

Sai took Virat to their room by supporting him. He is bit weak. He needs rest to get fine. When they entered the room, he went to washroom to get freshen up. Karishma brought two plates. Sai took them and Karishma left after telling them to take rest. Both had lunch silently. When Virat tried to speak something, she did not allow him stating that he should eat first and then take rest which is needed for him. Virat is not aware of what all is going inside her. Before she becomes normal and assures herself that he is safe, Sai is avoiding talking to him. She is not ready to open-up to him. She does not want to show him her weakness and her fear of losing him. She does not want him to know how important he is to her. They gave each other their medicines which they have to take.

Both fell asleep as Sai has not slept whole night and Virat is still weak. In her sleep, Sai unknowingly clutched his hand and slept to make herself sure that he is fine and is with her safely. They slept till late evening and no one disturbed them. First Sai woke up and saw that she slept by holding his hand tightly. She immediately left his hand after realizing what she did. She thought "Sai.... what are you doing? You know right that you should not get attached to him. You will have to leave him some day. How will you live without him if you get attached to him like this? He will also leave you like everyone, like abha, like aayi, like villagers. Learn to live alone all your life. You have to live on your own after you become independent. Ok Sai..... you should be strong and not let him near you. I will take care of him till he gets better and that's it. Haa... I have to do this only". She decided to distance herself from him and not get attached to him.

She got up bed and went to washroom to get freshen up and study as she has not studied whole day in her worry for Virat. After she left bed, Virat woke up and looked for Sai as she is not beside him on bed. He wondered where Sai must have gone without taking rest as she also seemed tired and weak. While he was thinking, Sai came out and he got relaxed seeing her. Virat also got up and went to get fresh-up and have dinner as it is almost dinner time. He came out and saw Sai sitting on her study table studying.

Virat- Sai, dinner ka time hua hai. Chalo dinner karke aathe hai. (Sai, it's dinner time. Come we will have dinner and come back)

Sai- Aap jayiye, mai thodi dher baad khaugi. (You proceed, I will eat after sometime)

Virat- Sai, phir se chaalu mat hojao. Mere paas itna energy nahi hai tumhe manane ke liye. Chup chaap chalo dinner karne. Aur..tum nahi khaogi tho mai bhi nahi khaunga. (Sai, please don't start again. I don't have energy to convince you to have dinner. Come and have dinner, that's it. And if you don't eat, I will also not have dinner)