You're A Different Kind Of Poser

Chapter 9 - Sticks, Stones, Words & Broken Souls

Y/N's POV-

I couldn't look any of them in the eyes, especially not Tony. I look over at Buck who was about to breakdown. Truth be told, so was I.

Bucky's POV-

There were a lot of emotions going through my mind and I had absolutely no idea how to feel about it. The one emotions that was eating at me most of all was confusion. How the bloody fuck did Banner know about those people. I had known because I was there for some of them. The Parkers. Hills. Starks. I remember all of them. I knew for a fact that Y/N/N did too. The guilt ate at me that I couldn't stop myself.

"How do you know about them?" I finally spoke up because I just couldn't run from it any longer.

"You too don't get to ask the questions anymore." Who did he think he was. He just lost a fight that he'll feel for the rest of his life.

"No but neither will you Doctor Banner." Fury's voice always echoed the room. It was sorta weird how he always had a timing to things, not complaining though it always  worked out in the end but still...weird.

"Sir, I was just-"

"Don't bother you goblin." I stifled a laugh at Y/N remark.

"Real mature Y/L/N." Banner retorted sarcastically

"Learned from the best." OOOH STRAIGHT BLOW FROM A HOMO

"And who would the best be?" Was this dude actually stupid?

"Don't humble yourself jackass." Classic Y/N/N...

"ALL OF YOU, CONFRERE ROOM. NOW!" We all shuffled out of the room as fast as we could. Once we reached the conference room a dead silence stormed over us.

I had finally gotten a good look at how tattered her suit had become. I smile remembering that week Peggy a matching dress to the suits she'd gotten us.

Flashback

"Okay so I know we agreed not to do anything that extravagant for the promotion party butttt," Peggy was practically jumping up and down.

"Oh god. What'd you do Carter?" Howard said through a laugh. We all knew how she could be sometimes.

"I GOT YOU LOT MATCHING SUITS!" She blurted out then letting out a squeal. I looked over at Y/N who had a smirk plastered on her face. She was definitely going to tease her till the end of the line with this.

"Peggy you shouldn't have..." There goes Stevie boy with the emotions again.

"I know but I wanted to. Look at them they look amazing." She rolls out a rack with 4 suits. We stare in shock at the shimmering material.

"I know that the colors don't match but they are matching. Same material and design just different colors." The second she finished I see Howard get up and give a massive hug. Almost immediately Y/N and I paint a smirk on our face and look at Steve. He just chuckles and swats are arms with the back of his hand.

Each of thank Peggy and we grab our suits, mine was white with black patterns. Steve's was white with black patterns but still shimmered like mine, Stark's was navy almost black with gold patterns, and holy mother of god. Y/N/N's was like really dark red with white and gold patterns merging into each other. On the chest pocket was her full on top of each other. We look at ours and it see its the same for us. The patterns were like soul smoke, if that made sense.

James Buchanan Barnes
Steven Grant Rogers
Howard Walter Stark
Y/F/N Y/M/N Y/L/N

"Check the pants." Peggy told us noticing we caught on. We checked and it was our nicknames right between the pocket a the lining. She knew how much we liked pockets, I was blown away at how expensive these must've been but the thought she put into.

Bucky
Stevie
Brainy
Y/N/N

"Where'd you get these from Peg?" Y/N asked still in shock

"Don't be mad but I talked to a friend and I got them from Wakanda." She trailed off at the end but we heard her.

"MARGARET ELIZABETH CARTER!!" We all yelled it at the same time and she just smiled trying to act innocent.

A couple days later we got Peggy a dark green dress with our colors designing it with her name on the right side about where ours was and her nickname on bottom near the lining.

End of Flashback

"Sergeant Barnes? You're attention please." I look over to a guy with a heavy accent. He seemed familiar but I couldn't put my finger on it. I let it slide and gave the man a slight nod not fully trusting my voice to answer him.

"The floor is yours doctor." Fury seemed just as spectical. I look over to Y/N. She had the same smoldering look on her face. God why couldn't I read minds for fuck's sake.

"His name is Baren Zemo. He's from Hydra." The way Wanda's voice echoed in my head. I look over at her and she has that look as to act oblivious to the situation. A second later Zemo takes out a book, half red and half black with a star in the middle half black on the red side and half red on the black side.

Y/N's POV-

The Hallow Book; made especially for the Hallow Soldiers. No. I look over at Buck and we knew. We always knew it would happen.

"EVERYBODY OUT NOW!" I yelled, I hardly ever yell. Without a second though Yelena, Steve, Wanda all got up taking everyone out. Tony ran, most definitely getting his suit.

"Sehnsucht. Verrostet. Ofen. Tagesanbruch. Siebzehn. Gutartig. Neun. Heimkehr. Einer. Güterwagen." (Longing. Rusted. Furnace. Daybreak. Seventeen. Benign. Nine. Homecoming. One. Freight car.)

He spoke those words too fast and too casually for either of our liking.

"Combattilo Buck." (Fight it Buck.)

I didn't know what else to say.

"He can't." I look over at Baren pissed as shit, he didn't seem phased one bit.

"And neither can you."

"Look I don't know who you think you are but you're messing with the wrong people at a very wrong time."

"Ultimo. Segreto. Posto. Finire. Esattamente. Momento. Otto. Niente. Due. Carro Merci." (Last. Secret. Place. Finish. Exactly. Moment. Eight. Nothing. Two. Freight Car.)

"You stupid or something? I'm free of the brainwashing." I felt my body heat up like it used to.

"Are you? In formation Hallow Soldiers." I close my eyes at the name and when I open them. It was happening all over again. I disappeared. I try to look at Bucky but my head wouldn't turn. That tightness in. My chest began but I couldn't feel it. I wasn't me. Not anymore. I was...

The Hallow Soldier.