Falling out of Life [5up Centric]

Chapter 2

I look at my alarm clock and realize it's already 7:58.

"Shit" I roll out of bed and start heating up water for my Jasmine tea. While the water is boiling I open discord, take a deep breath and join.

Steve and Dk are yelling at each other about some country in Geoguesser while Aipha and Hafu laugh at them. Hafu sees my discord bubble appear, "Hey 5up! How are you?"

She sounds like she has been awake for hours. "Hey." Fuck I sound so dead. I can't let them know what's happening. THEY CANT KNOW.

"How much sleep did you get 5up?" Steve immediately asks me sounding concerned. Both Steve and Hafu are the closest to finding out something is seriously wrong, I can't tell if they just haven't picked up on it or are just too scared to ask.

Shit, shit, shit. "Uhhh.... maybe 7 hours... I just woke up though."

"Oh ok, maybe Among Us will wake you up!"

Thank god. "Yeah, I'm going to go get my tea."

I get up and walk to the kitchen. I haven't ate a real breakfast in 5 years. Come to think of it, I usually only eat one small meal a day.

That was so close. 5 you are so stupid. I need to be more careful. They will know something is wrong...

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[Lobby]: Hafu, 5up, Steve, Dk, Dumbdog (Apollo), Janet (xchocobars), Aipha, Ellum, Koji, and Plushys

I get my tea and when I come back we start. I load in as the Morphling and Janet as my partner and start my stream ready to put on another fake personality. One that doesn't deal with nightmares, abusive parents, or past traumas I wish to forget.

"Hey guys! I'm an Imposter first game of the day. I'm not mentally prepared for this." I always say this, my chat thinks it is a joke. Little do they know that it's completely true, I'm not mentally stable enough to stream yet I do.

I fake weapons with Plushys and Steve, take Steve's DNA and run down to navigation. I turn off the lights, Morph into Steve and run back up to Café and Admin. The lights come on and I kill Dk and morph back into myself when Apollo walks around the corner and reports.

"Fuck" I undeafen.

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"Where's the body?" Hafu asks.

"Hey Steve where are you?" Apollo ignores Hafu's question.

"Nav with Koji."

"Can he confirm that?"

"Yep!" Says Koji.

"Ok a Morphling of Steve just killed Dk and then turns into 5up!" Apollo says.

Dammit. The group laughs and Hafu says "Really? 5up you just got caught!"

I don't want to deal with this today, I just want to go next. I vote myself and everyone laughs and votes me as well.

[5up has been ejected]

I look at my chat and they are all spamming lmao and stuff like that. I don't feel like talking to Dk in dead chat so I just deafen to talk to chat and clear my mind.

"Well that was unfortunate." I look at chat and see a few concerned subscribers and Jenna one of my mods.

[Jenna_pog]: Damn usually you fight even when your caught.

I read it and decide to ignore the message. "I kinda feel bad for Janet but maybe she can pull it off." I follow around Janet as a ghost for the rest of the game relatively quiet. She lasts until 5 when she gets voted off from everyone else being vouched for.