August 20, 2021
Brooklyn, New York 11:30 am
Y/N POV :
"Y/N...Y/N...Y/N...why this bitch sleep dead bro" I heard Aubrey's annoying ass tryna wake me up.
I opened my eyes seeing this nigga, Chris, my brother and my sister all standing over me with Aubrey having a cupcake and candle in his hand.
"Why you got a cupcake in ya hand my nigga" sitting up trying to adjust my eyes to the bright ass light.
Why these mfs opened my damn blinds. 'What time is it' I thought to myself.
"It's your birthday fam, get up you officially 28 youngin" he said with his big ass smile and the now lit candle in the cupcake. I checked my phone and couldn't help but smile when they started singing happy birthday.
These past 2 and a half years have been something tbh
Let me fill y'all in....
January 3rd, 2019
'It's bout hot as fuck here' I thought as I pulled up to the villa in Cuba. I needed a break and a place where no one would check for me, not Aubrey, Chris , Solana (sister), Apollo (brother), Rih, nobody at all. I don't even know how long I'm going to stay here but it's whatever.
"Mija" I was pulled out my thoughts as I seen my abuela with a big ass smile coming towards me arms opened wide waiting for a hug. I chose a place like home. I smiled back opening my arms to her and hugging her.
"Hey abuela" I said as she hugged me tight as hell, in her defense it's been 4 years since she's seen me, cuz I've been mad busy with music, but I'll take this over the cheek pinching. Pulling back she eyed me up and down, "Ay has estado comiendo te ves tan flaco" (have you been eating you look so skinny). Rolling my eyes chuckling "Yes I've been eating abuela"
"It don't look like it" she said shrugging
"I've missed you so much mira look how big you've gotten, I'm so proud of you and everything you've accomplished" she continued
"I missed you too and I couldn't have done it without you always motivating me and convincing mami and papi to let me chase my dreams" I said.
She hummed and then pinched my cheek mad hard,
I thought I grew out of that shit. "Let's go inside before you burn up baby and you can tell me why you are here cuz you're not fooling me with that vacation shit" this lady and her weird ass 6th sense I swear.
3 hours later
"And you really love this girl mija?" She said rubbing my back as I sat down talking to her about the whole Rih shit. I nodded my head wiping the tears from my face. I ain't even know when I started crying. I was just sitting here really questioning my relationship with Rih to a next level, picking apart every argument, every feeling, just everything to see if she really did love me the way I loved her.
"You asked her for a break right?" Nodding my head yes she continued "Then do exactly that, take the time you need and the space you need to refresh and figure out what you want and vice versa, it will work itself out mija trust me; I've been there for all your heartbreaks but I've never seen you like this, I can tell you really love this girl and if she loves you back you will find your way back to each other" she said lifting up my head to wipe my tears. This is why I loved this woman nothing but wisdom out her mouth she always knew the right words to say.
Smiling I hugged her and thanked her a simple hum coming from her.
