Underestimated Psycho//BTS fanfic

I'm not obsessed

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"Ahhh" I hissed in pain while touching my jaw and sitting up straight on the headboard of my uncomfortable bed.

mmm looks like I'm back in my room

"Oh great your awake....Omg are you okay though I saw the guards bring you in yesterday and they just threw you on the floor so-" She said with concern while wiping a damp cloth which I'm pretty sure is just a piece of an old dress.

I cut Lisa off before she could say anymore "dont worry I'm just glad that I have someone like you as a room mate " My voice was cracking as I said this.

"Your welcome now I ran a bath for you and used some old soaps I could find so it can be bubbly so chop ,chop we need to hurry " She said as she was helping me walk to the bathroom

she pushed me in the bathroom (softly of course) and started closing the door slowly. Before the door shut I quickly stopped it from closing with my foot. "wait why do I need to hurry up"

"I'll tell you when your done now GOOO" This time I let her close the door. When I felt like she wasn't near the door anymore, I took off my clothes and got into the bath. It was calming I actually almost fell asleep. I can't remember the last time I was alone with my thoughts.

This is so calming, I never want to leave

I never thought that I would feel safe in this hospital, it never seemed possible. This place was like a hell, but now that I have Lisa I think I can survive here. I got comfortable.

Oh I can get used to this 

I closed my eye's letting the quiet drift me away, I closed my eyes... and I had my regrets almost instantly.

"why didn't you leave me like everyone else."

"why did you take me in, I would have been just fine without you."

I hadn't forgotten about Namjoon. It was my fault that he died, It was my fault he isn't with me. Nonna will hate me maybe she already knows and that's why I'm not out yet, I killed her grandson. I was trying to open my eyes but I couldn't.

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"I'm done with you, all you ever do is cause me trouble, I'm done with your games I'm done with being forgotten. All you ever do is think and plan on how to kill Jungkook. When are you ever going to forget him. When are you going to give me my rose back". Namjoon said while cupping my face

"I dont want to talk about this right now" I said with a calm voice so he wouldn't get angry

"Why cause it's true" he shot back quickly at me with a raised eyebrow

"No it isn't true...I love you Joon not  him I just want to kill him then I can give you the life I promised... Together". I tried to hold his hand.

"Your sick, you disgust me. Ever since you had a feeling that he's still alive, you've been looking for him, how do you even know he's still alive again?" He's tone was emotionless 

"I know Jungkook his obsessed with me, h-he he abused me for 2 year's cause he didn't want me out of his sight ,and when I went to the café a waiter gave me my favourite coffee and she said someone got it for me".