highway to hell.

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"the car you drive it is beautiful, but it will never take us too far

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"the car you drive
it is beautiful, but it will never take us too far.

the turns you take
will only bring us hitches and not the ecstasy of our desired path.

the roads you choose
appear to be the highway to eden, but they will just lead us to a fortress built on shaky ground.

the directions you follow
will only have us meeting dead ends and not the love of a lover's heart."

very simple post. i think i just spent far too much time on figuring out how to use different backgrounds to explain the story.

did i just write about two people running away from something, getting into a car accident, and then ending up in a hospital? yes, i did.

did i just use jaguar to portray a very slow car that will never take you too far? yes, i did. (i know nothing about cars, spare my soul please)

did i just make a fake newspaper article about two of my characters getting into a road accident? yes, i did.

i don't know if you've noticed, but there's a 'you' and 'us' situation going on here (just explaining the fact that you leave your decisions to someone else, you're far off from deciding something for yourself). it's because sporadically, you're seeing it. you're seeing the end of the road. you're seeing the dead end. you're seeing the fall. you're seeing the disaster. you're staring right into the end of everything, but you still jump into the car and go for it.

you know it's going to end horribly, and you still go for it. there are no possibilities, you're just aware of what the result is going to be, and you without paying any mind to any of it just go for it.

you know, what appears to be the garden of eden is just another nightmare. you know that what looks like a gateway to freedom is just a freeway to the reason why you wanted to escape in the first place.

the first line that i came up with was, "the doors we knock, they will have us frozen wishing for the warmth of a sun-heart." i don't know what a sun heart is, but to me, it's a place, a feeling that feels like a fire place that embraces you when you're cold. it's just a heart that is bright and warm.

but soon i decided that i-being-me wanted to end this very differently because there's no point of wishing for a happy ending when there's no "happy" left. so, you take whatever road you see and just go.

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