Jungkook Dirty One Shots

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this chapter is longgg, I hope u won't get bored. 

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Y/N POV

I was laying on our bed staring at the ceiling, bored. While waiting for Jungkook to arrive home. When my phone got a text message from an unknown number. I unlocked my phone and saw a picture of Jungkook talking to a girl inside a coffee shop, both of them smiling.

I immediately sat down and stared at the picture, my mind overflowing with thoughts while my eyes are overflowing with tears. I stared at the picture and saw the girl with a long wavy hair, her skin is glowing, her eyes are shining bright, and her teeth is perfect.

She's beautiful

I compared myself to her and wished that I looked like her. Confident and beautiful. 
They look good together, better than we do. I've been working on my mental health for the past few months and it was beginning to get slightly better but then this happened. 

I feel like I don't deserve him, he's perfect inside and out. While I, I'm incompetent and insecure.

I wasn't even paying attention to our front door opening because my mind was too preoccupied with hurtful thoughts.

Then, the door to our bedroom opened but I didn't even bother to look at who it was because I already it's him. My eyes still staring at the picture in my phone while my eyes are dropping tears. 

"babyyy, how are you?" Jungkook asked not noticing the tears on my face while he's taking off his jacket his back on me, when I didn't answer he looked at me and asked, "hey, you okay baby?"

I still didn't answer and the next thing I knew he's kneeling in front of me while caressing my face wiping the tears off my cheeks. "omg baby why are you crying? please tell me." his eyes filled with thoughts and worry.

and then he noticed that I was staring at the picture in my phone, he took it in his hands, "baby look at me." So, I did. I looked at him and saw how hurt he looked, "is this the reason why you are crying?"

I nodded my head and he sighed, "she's my older cousin, we met at the coffee shop because she invited us to go to her wedding next month." I instantly lifted my head up to look at him and saw he was looking at me, I think I hurt his feeling.

"I-I'm-" before I could even finish what I was saying he stood up and walked out of our room stopping on the doorway he said, "I'm gonna makes us some food, come in the kitchen when you're ready."

after staring at the floor for five minutes, I walked inside our bathroom and took a quick shower and while brushing my teeth I thought to myself how I probably hurt him because I thought he cheated on me, he probably think I don't trust him.

After that I went in my closet and decided to wear my purple velvet shorts with a matching purple velvet tank top

I headed in our kitchen and saw Jungkook cooking his back towards me, I quietly walked towards him and snaked my hands towards him and hugged him from the back. He froze and I whispered, "I'm sorry, I know I should've probably talked to you first before overreacting but I just couldn't stop my emotions."

he faced me and kissed my forehead and said, "I should apologize to you because I forgot to tell you before heading to work that we were meeting her after my work, and I also apologize for walking out on you earlier." 

and just like that I felt like crying all over again, I sniffled and said "I'm sorry baby you know that I trust you, right? it's just that I always thought that I don't deserve someone like you I mean I'm just me, nothing special."

he frowned looking at me intensely in the eyes, "you are you and that's what makes you special, I'm also not perfect I have a lot of flaw and you know that, I worked on myself a lot and changed because I wanted to be the guy that you deserve. and you don't have to do anything to prove yourself to anybody, just be yourself that's what I need from you."

he said hands on my waist while inching closer from me making me take a step back every time he comes near, "I've always wanted you." he said staring at my eyes, "I will always want and love you." 

and then my back bumped on to the kitchen island I stared at him and saw his eyes glistening with a lot of emotions, suddenly he lifted me up into the kitchen island and stood in between my legs. we were staring at each other while our faces are merely inches apart.

I took a deep breath and slammed my lips against his, while locking lips and tongue fighting I can feel his heavy breathing and groaning against the kiss, making my insides turn in excitement, my pussy getting very wet from our make out session.

we pulled apart from each other catching our breath and then he grabbed my top and tore it apart, I was shook I stared at the piece of clothing in his hand he tossed it across the other side of the room and stared at my boobs, he played with the other one while sucking on the other making me throw my head back from the pleasure.

"Jungkooook" I moaned his name and heard him groaning while sucking on my boobs.

"lift yourself up" he demanded in which I followed, I placed my hands on the kitchen island and lifted myself up. When I did he slide my short along with my underwear, I'm sitting in front of him naked his eyes travelling up and down examining my body making me close my legs, feeling conscious.

"don't" he said and parted my legs with both of his hands, he took his pants off along with his boxers.

when he was done undressing himself he got up and sucked on my neck making a shiver go up my spine, I moaned. His lips working with his tongue making it's way down my body until it reached my wet pussy.

he licked and sucked on it making my moans louder because of the pleasure he's making me feel, he inserts a finger inside me while eating me out making my eyes roll to the back of my head.

"baby, I'm gonna -" before I could even finish what I was going to say he stopped doing what he was doing.

I grew frustrated and sighed deeply, "what was that for?!" I said frustration evident on my face.
"you can't cum unless I told you too." he said and played with my pussy with his dick, he teases me by sliding his tip up and down my wet pussy. 

"pleaseee.." I begged, "please what?" he groaned.

"please, fuck me." as soon as I said that he went inside me without any warning I winced in discomfort but it soon replaced with pleasure and we were moaning each others names out loud.

I closed my eyes and focused on how good it felt to be stretched by him, my tight walls against him while he goes in deep inside me each stroke. I can feel myself getting even more wet my cream dripping on the floor while he continues to fuck me.

"Y/N, so fucking tight." he groaned.

"I want to cum, p-please." I begged moaning out loud because of how good it feels having him inside me. he pulled out of me and carried me in the living room.

"I'm gonna fuck you from behind."

I positioned myself my hands on the back of the couch while my knees are on the seat, he slapped my ass making them bounce.

I winced when I felt him entering me, we both moaned from the pleasure. He grabbed my hair from the back while he continues to fuck me roughly, the sound of our wet skin as we make love is the only sound in the room.

I winced my eyes closed, clenching my inside, forcing myself not to come.

"pleaseeee, I'm gonn- I'm gonna cum"

"cum for me baby" when he said that I immediately unclenched my inside as I come with him, he slowed down while slamming his dick deep inside me. Our cum mixed inside me, he pulled out and kissed me on the lips and said " I love you, don't ever doubt that."