Where do broken hearts go

ch-4

Tessa guptha..

fuckk these headaches are really gonna kill me.!! shouldn't had that much of vodka. im never drinking again, lilly is so true. im still staring at the celing, The headache wont go away.. Ben once told me concentrating mind on something else when the hangover wont stop, can help.. fucking idiot! lies.

"Son of a bitch!" i yell out of no where. and jump feeling some presence at my feet. oh its blackie! this fucking cat. i seriously don't know why lily's having this at home. Does she think she's cinderella or some shit that someday this cat will become a drag queen or her fairy mother?

On my left the night stand isn't empty.. what it looks like a note maybe. huh who knows i don't have my specs. so i squint my eyes to read the sticky note. 'sleepy bitch, dont scream in my house and hey Eat the breakfast i made.' stupid handwriting lily im not screaming am i. okay i just yelled for no reason.

i peer to the alarm clock its 11:45. AM or PM? maybe.. my phone!! i dont see it anywhere. shit. i dropped it at the party?

getting up from bed is worst thing a human could do. where's this cat gone? walking up to the table i found a plate of food, its cool ugh. did she just serve me last nights food cuz it feels like ages old.

i just washed my mouth to eat not even bothering to go over to my apartment. Call this a meal or breakfast, for a guest at your home lily? "If ya serve such a swill to your husband he'll disown you" i state vivan's words from cinderella. Its true though.

What am i doing! Talking to myself ugh. But sounds so cool actually!! Its been 20 minutes and i seriously am entertaining myself with this made up conversation in my head. Better than TV actually but well if i continue ill go mad definitely.

There's some noise in the hallway. But I really dont bother. Cuz it'll be that fuking cat throwing things away All the time.... This is first break if i were at college. Anywayyy we are home alone now! "baby i am no story to be toold.. teetetetpeppeteee..... tadadatadaatda...."

*visual electric jazz by tess.g*

No Prespective

"waaaaaaakin up beside you immma looaded gun.. i cant contain this aaaanymore im all yours i've got no control. NO CONTROOOOL" Tessa kept shouting till she forgot everything she was doing. it was her favorite song from her favorite band after all! One Direction. she's been a real big fan since she saw this amazing poster of Zayn Malik at one of the famous saloons , at first she thought it was a hollywood hero that she didn't know or a model. it turns out to be Zayn is former member of one direction in 2014.

she continued with the playlist, singing along with them even she only knew half of the lyrics. there were many messages on her phone but she was so busy with the karaoke or whatever she was doing.

A loud bang on the front door brought her out of the performance. she shouted "One sec" and hurried to the hall found blackie sleeping on the sofa, she stared at the cat for a sec secretly she adored the cat as much as lily does. one more knock brought her out of it.

when she looked through the peephole on door, it was lily shes back from college, with ice cream. tess got excited and opened the door.

Tessa Guptha.

Yayy ice cream omg this bloody lock it took my literal ten seconds ah finally. "lilyyyyy you brought me ice cream thankyouu" spoke too soon maybe, she has only strawberry ugh.

"Heyy. yea i brought you some too"

"Really? seriously lily thats strawberry!!! and you know i dont like it" i pout a little. "im sorry i didnt think you'd be up and in mood for ice cream." she explains.