awkward in life

chapter 5

we walked in the house to Zach cleaning up something on the floor. He just looked up at as and kept scrubbing. What ever it was it had a nasty smell. Where have you two been all day Zach murmered. At the arcade, i thought if she was going to go to school tomorrow she might as well know some people. Zach looked up. They're not in the same classes tho. They have lunch together still. He just kept scrubbing the nasty gunk. I felt bad for him. Do you want me to help? i practically whispered. If you want. you dont have too. I know but it seems like you need it. I grabbed a rag and started scrubbing. i'll be in your class. I got held back in 8th grade. Zach said. I looked up at him and smiled a goofy grin. So will i get to meet your girllllll friend? Haha no i dont have one. My jaw dropped. How could he not have a girlfriend. He's him. Blue eyes that practically glowed, he is really sweet, and he has a nice body! Hes the full package. He saw my look and laughed. We finally got done cleaning up that gunk off the floor. He got up and stretched. So what do you wanna do now. I was about to say something when my phone began buzzing. I pulled it out and the screen said logan. I looked at Zach he raised an eyebrow. I play fully punched him in the shoulder and i answered the phone.
Hey logan beamed. Hey whats up. Oh nothing. Really then why did you call me. Gee i love you too. Awww you love me. He just chuckled. I thought about it for a minute he didnt say he dosent not love me. That sounded sorta complicated but its not. I sighed showing a sign of boredom . So would you like to go to the movies? As friends that is. I could hear the nervousness in his voice. Of course i would. Really?He asked suprised. Ya your great i would love too. Great thanks ill text you when. Bye. Bye bye. So what was that about? Zach said sorta sad. Well Logan just wanted to hang out. Oh you mean a daaaate. No i dont mean a date. Well okay whatever you say. I smirked. Better get some sleep. tomorrows your first day of a new school. I groned noooooo. Yes so go to bed. Finnne. Night cassie. Nighty night. I went to my closet and got on some pj's. I plugged my phone in the charger and drifted off into sleep.

BEEP!!BEEP!!BEEP!!
I woke up and slugged my way over to the shower knowing school was today. Fantastic. Just great. I got in the shower and went into a deep thought.

-FLASH BACK-

You whore. Sarah muttered to me. its ironic shes calling me a whore but i cant help but cry. Just leave me alone!
I practically cried out for help but Sarah and her group of artificial "friends" kicked me to the ground. Sarah picked my head up and spit in my face. You pathetic slut! I cried silent tears waiting for her to leave me alone.

-END OF FALASH BACK-

I came back to reality when joseph banged on my door saying theres thirty more minutes till i gotta leave. I quickly washed up and got out. Looked at myself in the mirror and sighed knowing ill never be pretty. I got my scemo (scene/emo) hair ready. I looked in my closet. I picked out a light blue pair of skinnies and a tight long sleve band shirt. It was a burn out shirt! Which i love. I settled on a pair of plain black vans. I put on makeup,grabbed my bag and headed downstairs. There you are Christian said when i got down the stairs. Hurry up we gotta go. I smiled mmkay. Zach he yelled. Coming. They hopped in what im guessing would be Christians car. I got in the back so did Zach. Lilly got in the passenger seat. She glared at me. It just made me sadder. I've been through a lot having someone hate me dose not make it better. So you ready? Zach asked. As ill ever be i muttered. Good i want you to be comfortable. This school is sorta big we might not have any classes together. We pulled up to a two story school. Its a really really big school. We got out and i instantly grabbed onto Zachs arm. He laughed at that. Sorry i muttered. No its fine youll see the problem. Problem? What problem i thought. We walked through the grass filled with high schoolers. I got closer to Zach trying to look normal. i saw a group of beach blondes with orangeish colored skin. I shrugged effect of a bad spray tan. I heard a girl whisper whos that girl with Zachy poo. Shes kinda pretty. She smiled at me i smiled back. I like her. A guy walked in front of me and wolf whistled. I blushed but Zach sent him a warning glare. The random boy just walked away. Muttering something under his breath. Here we go he said. We walked in the wide double doors. There was a bunch of high pitched squeels. A bunch of girls crowded around him. They all pushed me away from him. I just sat an empty table waiting for him. Four girls sat next to me. Hi im mary. She was pretty brown scene hair big plump red lips. im koreen. An asian girl said with long strait black hair and dark eyes. She wore knee high socks and a poofy skirt. Im rooko an indian girl waved at me she had a perfect bun on the top of her head. Her hair was dark brown. Big blue eyes. Equally pretty. Im Sally a blonde girl said she was dressed in a short poofy hello kitty dress which was beyond cute. Im Cassia you can call me Cassie.