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Four weeks ago I lost my best friend and father. I feel like i'm expected to move on but I dont want to I NEED my father in my life. I havent gone out except to get food and the only reason I've been showering is because Iann has been coming over to take care of me. I havent talk to ski since he drove me home that night. He's been calling but i've been ignoring. I cant date him right now or deal with him. I was getting dressed and brushing my hair. I was gonna log on to ig and go live. It'll be my first time on-line since the day. This is what I looked like:

(Tay did my hair 🥰)  I set up my phone and got on live

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(Tay did my hair 🥰) I set up my phone and got on live.

yasmin:hey guys I haven't been on ig at all or any social media but I decided to say hi to my fans and let you guys know im ok.

user8363:Hows your mom?

yasmin:My mom is doing ok Tay and cole have been here taking good care of us me and her are here for eachother.

usr3933:Have you been taking care of yourself?<333

yasmin:Yes ive been trying my best to care for myself and Iann has been taking great care of me.

user4u43:Hows ski???

yasmin:I havent talked to ski in a while i'll call him later tho. I felt my social energy running out and all I wanted was sleep.

yasmin:I am gonna go get some sleep and check on my mom but I will continue to update you guys Ily all bye. I got off and went downstairs to my mom.

ally:hey sweetie hru?

yasmin:im good I just got off live and imma take a nap.

ally:ok ski and gabe and trip wanna come over and bring us dinner.

yasmin:ok. I went upstairs and fell asleep. A few hours later ski came up to my room and sat on my bed waking me up.

ski:oh sorry yas I didnt mean to wake you.

yasmin:its ok is gabe here?

ski:yea but I wanted to talk to you. fuck.

yasmin:yea?

ski:I like you alot and ik your going through shit right now but can we atleast still be friends I need you. Woah he said I need you I've never heard ski say something like that before. I need him to and I really like him but I cant date right now and hes 18 im only 15.

yasmin:I really like you to and when im better me and you are gonna be the hottest couple. He smiled then hugged me and kissed my cheek. We stayed in my bed hugging for 20 mintitues till trip came to see me.

trip:ski lemme talk to yas. He got up and went downstairs.

trip:you doing decent?

yasmin:as good as I can be doing.

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