Stay (Mxmxmxb)

Chapter 9

A little early but it's kinda crammed? 6 thousand words but a lot happens. Maybe too much? I don't really know lol. Before I let y'all go though
Trigger warning: there is a small rape scene, memory from Kryton, the other's are technically not that bad but trigger warning for abuse in the memories as well. If you don't want to read those skip over them, I'll put a small warning for the type of memory since uh yeah, comfort?

    Since I didn't sleep I was already awake when Elliot called. He's practically my alarm clock if you haven't noticed. "Morning." I mumble, my voice deep and rough with exhaustion. Elliot ignores the exhaustion, knowing how I am when I can't figure something out, "Good morning! Mom's still asleep, can you pick me up? She's been working too hard lately." he chirps out but I'm already getting up, picking out an all black outfit since my mood isn't the best, "Yeah, be there in five minutes." I grumble before hanging up. I get dressed and do my morning shit in the bathroom before heading over to Elliot's house.

    Elliot dashes out of the house, shoving toast into his mouth as he throws his book bag onto his shoulders, fixing it just as he sits himself behind me. I wait until he's situated before driving off to the school, Elizabeth attempting to take him away from me as soon as she sees him, having been waiting but Elliot steadfastly stays beside me, telling her to join us. Let's just say it was awkward on her part but I ignored her as I looked around for Zachary, finding his eyes already on me as he made his way forward. "Kryton-" He starts but gets cut off by a glare from Xavier, a small male following him with a blush. I tilt my head in confusion as they stare at each other, one glaring and the other frowning, slightly frustrated. The small male pushes himself bratily in between them, pouting, "Don't fight again, you both got in a fight last night over us three just having sex." he states aggravatedly. I still before masking how I feel, leaning like I don't care against the lockers with a bored expression. I see both Xavier and Zachary glance at me, Zachary seeming a little worried but Xavier was searching. He planned this, I could tell. He wanted to know if I was possessive over whatever we had. Had because whatever we did have is now over. I don't like people testing me and he just crossed that dislike.

     The small male, kid, looks at me with a frown when he notices that they both looked at me after he made his comment, "What? Are y'all fucking or dating?" he asks, almost venomously. Oh, he's jealous. Maybe they are more than fuck buddies. "No." I boredly state, meeting his eyes with a disinterested expression, not wavering even when he looks away, unable to handle the weight of my stare. Zachary was now studying me, as if trying to figure out if I give a single fuck about them having sex with someone else. Though I didn't exactly lie. We're not having sex, just messing around. Xavier sighs, "Stop acting like a jealous boyfriend, Nate. We're just fucking." he states, showing that my suspicions were only slightly wrong, Nate wants to be more but Xavier doesn't. Zachary moved over to me, starting to place his hand on my head but I dodged it, "I don't feel like being touched at all today." I state, Xavier's eyes showing a quiet satisfaction for getting a reaction that maybe I didn't like that they were having sex with someone else.

    Zachary sighs, "Kryton, I didn't touch him. Xavier had sex with him, not me." he tries to assure me, not knowing that I genuinely didn't want to be touched by anyone today. Elliot uncomfortably speaks up before I do though, "It's not that.. Some days Kryton just doesn't want to be touched. He told me this morning when he picked me up that today was one of his days.." he mumbles awkwardly. Xavier and Zachary frown, Xavier because his suspicions were technically proved wrong and Zachary because he most likely was worried about that. "Did you have another nightmare last night?" He gently asks, hovering but not touching me, and I shake my head. I did go into a couple different memories last night, almost had a panic attack once, but I didn't sleep. "I didn't sleep last night." I idly state, averting my eyes and fidgeting a little, anxious. Xavier and the kid had left, probably to go have sex. Zachary nods slowly before leaning into the locker beside me, "Is there a specific reason?" he asks quietly, studying me in a way that said he already had an idea what kept me up.