after finally...leaving the hell hole he had to call home, he was finally back. Yuki walk down the streets familiarizing himself again. He hadn't bothered looking for his siblings, why would he. They didn't bother to show their face so it's only fair that he did the same. He learned how to be confident in himself, he even became cunning. Yuki tries to remember what he planed to do.
He looks different from when he was younger, his hair grew a bit, his pale skin from not getting enough sunlight, it was obvious that many won't even recognize him unless seeing him during his serving time. But not that it matters, he was even close to anyone besides Kazutora and the Haitani brothers.
"What a pain." He said lighting up his new cigarette bud. Coward. That's what he always thinks when he dares to light up a new match. He hated the way his older brother would smoke all the time, but here he is doing the same. But at least one of them is alive to continue this disgusting hobby.
He saw some random couple fighting, he chuckles and leaves. The him before would've stayed back and protect the innocent. But he won't spend his time doing something someone else can do, or not. It wasn't his problem anymore.
Yuki bumped into Kazutora, which led to them walking together. "You know...you have changed Yuki." Kazutora thought about how different Yuki use to look when he was younger, those shiny eyes or now gone. "People change Kazu, and you said this for the hundred time already." Both of them were looking at sky, in silence.
"Why do you still trust me...even if I'm the one who killed y-" Before Kazutora could finish his sentence, Yuki let out a puff of smoke into the other's face. "Shut up." Yuki rolled his eyes and left the other, he knew Kazutora wouldn't take this to heart, Yuki had behavior problems. Which wasn't surprising, the black hair boy hanged out with the wrong crowd just to get attention.
Kazutora never really felt a parent's love, his parents would abuse him, not physically but mentally. Yuki was the only person he told about his problems at home. So when Yuki was guilty for something he did, he blamed Mikey and separated from the group. They both haven't talked to the others for a while now, years has passed.
Yuki touch Kazutora cheek, "It's not your fault okay...I'll always trust you." Yuki kissed his forehead, and left Kazutora there thinking what just happened. He wanted to be alone for a while before he needs to meet up with people he knows.
Kurokawa Izana was the name that made Masayuki smile after hearing. Going to juvie he met the older and they became close with each other. It was toxic at first, with Yuki following the older around like a dog. Izana had enough and confronted him, after that many didn't even want to know how a scrawny boy managed to get close to that dangerous boy.
Yuki was a sensitive boy, one mean comment to him and he'll start punching people.
Walking away from the other, he decided to call Izana while walking back home. The bond they shared was one like brothers, something they both desperately needed.
izana : Yuki why did you call me?
: do I need a reason.
izana : no...but I thought you were busy
: nah, quite boring if you ask me. Nothing change, or maybe I expected more.
izana : I see...well I need to go something came up.
: alright just be safe, tell ran ima beat his ass later!
Izana sighed, those two are always up each other's throats now and days. Ran tease the living shit out of Masayuki, and he hates being teased at. Now he had to be in the middle of them always fighting along side Rindo.
Yuki was starting to think people use him for their own entertainment, he over think things. He sometimes makes up scenarios that might never happen.
"I...wonder how things would be if...nevermind..." he muttered to himself, he usually talks to himself since he doesn't have much friends. He has followers, but they weren't friends he'll gladly talk to. He rather keep it that way, he doesn't want to trust that many people to keep him safe.
"You know for someone related to Mikey, you seem to love gaining attention for all the wrong reasons~." A unknown figure said as the placed a hand on his shoulder. Yuki looks up at the person and shrugs, not minding the touch. "But you love that don't ya." The other laughs and led the other to some place to hang out.
"So you took a different last name?" Hanma said shaking his drink slowly watching Yuki eat his meal. "Yeah. Kurokawa Yuki, I don't won't unwanted eyes on me." Yuki said leaning back on the seat with a big grin on his face. "For someone who loves attention, you sure did try to hide yourself." Yuki watches Hanma grin back at him, and taking a sip of his beverage. "Fuck off, aren't you following that ugly bitch like some dog in heat."
Hanma shrugs not bothering to answer the question. "You can relate to that though." Yuki kicks his shins which led to Hanma groaning in pain. "Don't speak of that." Yuki wasn't ashamed of his past actions, more like he hates others bringing it up as an act of teasing him. Hanma must've gotten the message and stop his teasing and continued with his half empty drink.
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In a darkly lit room, there stands a young man waiting for his final act. "I will save you Masayuki Sano! Even if I die by trying, you will survive for me..." He said looking at a picture of his savior, his brother. The world was just too cruel for his kind older brother, and he had to pay for it. It wasn't fair, nothings fair, why did he die?
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