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        This is the place I feel appreciated, where I feel important even though it is small I still contribute to the view on the videos. I feel needed. Whenever the videos are over he feels empty.  I feel like my '"friends' have left. I know it is strange to be friends with someone you've never met, and they probably wouldn't like me anyways but I consider them my friends because they've made me smile when I needed it. They make me feel needed and important and beautiful. 

        But after watching 5 hours of videos I start to get bored and must be brough back to realty. By that time my mom has cooked dinner. The usual. Chicken and Rice. I mean the first couple of times it was fine but night after night for 3 months straight gets pretty annoying. So I just have a little bit, and I get a shit load of ice cream when no ones looking. It may not be healthy but damn is it good. I literally haven't had dinner in 1 week. Best Idea Ever. My mom says I need to eat but she never really sees me not eat, which in my opinion is great. 

        I pick my clothes out and I get ready for school before I fall asleep. I plug my phone into this strange outlet, it's to big for anything. I put on classical music becuase my parents won't let me lisent to Skillet, makes me fall asleep faster but it's terrible when I wake up.  

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