Not knowning who you, are and where you belong

Trying to become someone your not

Its hard finding your way through life knowning unquestionalbe answers.
Its hard not trying to be someone else when you dont know yourself.
Sometimes its hard to when you dont even know it.
Its hard not having no light , its hard not seeing the light at the end of the tunel.
My question is why do we ? Why do we keep getting back up why do we keep fighting , why do we just keep going on and on in our lives. Man its hard not knowning who you are but trying to become your not.
We get to the point in our lives that we try to ignore that negitive thoughts in our heads to make them not come in real lives . But how can we contiune our lives each day knowning it kills us?

      I dont know how to answer my own questions in life but i keep trying and telling myself ill be okay and ill keep fighting.When i know i am not when i know the same days will still act the same . I dont understand how my life is i dont understand why im always hearing vocies in my head talk when the vocies aint even my own.I try man , i try so had to do everything and everything is not changing and at times its very hard and i hate it.