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14:54

Synopsis
There was 378 miss calls from mikey
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When was the last time you felt genuine happiness?

Out of every other choices.. Fate had exactly choose the day where you decided to bravely pass through the front door, finding out something gore.

There's this tight feeling in your chest that forces you to feel uneasy even in your own household. The state of those bloodied men on the chair kept popping up in your head.

Fuck this feeling.

You were silently looking into nowhere having your head filled with thoughts. Incident happened after another. It was frustrating how you can slowly see yourself lose trust in everyone.

It just made you want to lock yourself up your room the same as before.

This is probably why your mother was so scared of the world.
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Unknown is inviting you to a call

ACCEPT || DECLINE

You licked your dried lips, breathing heavily "Can you-" your voice cut off, hearing ruffling noises from the other end.

[I've reflected..]

Mikey's voice came out hoarse and was obviously tired from something.

[I promise to never do something like that again..]

It felt like he was asking for forgiveness the hundredth time, you can recall yourself stepping down and choosing to accept again and again.

Until when are you going to keep handling him?

Sometimes you can forget that he belongs to a dangerous world. With his carefree attitude, it would be difficult to imagine him even hurt a fly.

But that certain scene where you had seen him looking at two corpse on the floor without any hints of mercy, you realized how different he is from you. "I told you not to do anything.. and you never listened."

[But! Inui was right! You can't trust the law! You never know how they'll-]

"Are you hearing yourself right now? It takes years to be able to get into that job and here you are- shaming them like you know better!" You had thought twice of what inui had said but as much as you hated them. It doesn't mean that you want them dead?!

[I did it for you yuuchin-]

"You have lost you mind-"

[I never expected to kill them either! it was their own fault that i-]

"Their fault?! Oh come on. Bringing a gun-"

[--Can you please listen to my-]

"How am i supposed to-"

[YUUCHIN!]

You paused hearing him suddenly raise his voice. Mikey sighed heavily, raising his head up towards the ceiling.

[Why do you always defend those who doesn't deserve it?]

He gritted his teeth, curling fist into a ball.

[Their life is a merely cent of yours..]

You couldn't handle but to feel frustrated as you sat down of your bed, heavily sighing. "I don't want to hear it right now." somehow, this was all making your state worse. Insides grumbling furiously as you anticipated to drop this call.