I : Never Doubt My Love

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Time,


We gave each other time to heal, time for ourselves, time for we to accept how cruel the world could be to us. You're hurt with how you lose your parents especially your mom while I'm hurt with the fact that my parent was the cause of you losing your mom. I can't forgive myself cause everytime I looked at you, the guilt grows. I'm not worth your forgiveness. Hate me, hate me like how you used to like the old times.


Space,


I can't hate you. You're too special for me to hate you. We didn't need to hate each other; all we need was space to let out our mind from the whole chaos we've been through. You were my strength, my healing, my knight, my savior, my king. You were broken at the first time we see each other, and seeing you broken like that, like a person that have no feelings, it attracts me closer to you and get to know who you really are inside your heart, which was hidden from all the pain you've been through. Space was my solution for your broken heart to heal.


Longing,


But if you're not by my side then how could I heal? You were my healing in this cruel world. Was I'm wrong for pushing you before? I'm sorry so please come back to me, come back to my embrace and warm me up with your presence and warmth. I really need you right now.


Patience,


No, you didn't do anything wrong. What you did was the right thing. We needed time for the both of us to collect ourselves, accept our fate, accept our future. If you're willing to wait for me, we will be together again. Remember when you said that I was your first love? First love is strong if you have faith in them. Believe in the power of love cause love brings so much meaning to life because you were the one who taught me how to live alone when I really have no one else to relay on. You were my role model and strength to stay alive.


Love,


I love you. You light up my darkness self, my arrogant self, my bitchy self, my bad boy self. I was and will always be thankful to you. Thank you for coming into my life, for choosing me, for loving me even though I don't deserve it. I was in a lost world before you came into my life. You've made me a different person from who I used to be. Thank you, My Love.








"Rona-ya, what are you doing?" She jumped at the voice behind her before quickly close the diary that the both of them used to use when they were in their worse state. "Hm? Nothing. What did you cook?" She put the diary on the lamp table beside the bed before went out of the room to look at what her boyfriend cooked for dinner.


Seokhoon follow her movement until she was out of the room. When she was finally out of his sight, he looked at the thing she holds just now. 'The diary?' He thought. "Seokhoon-ah, where are you? Come on, I'm hungry." His gaze on the diary moved and he walked out the room to the dining room. He took a seat in front of her, getting ready to eat dinner. He smiles lovingly at the beautiful woman in front of him.


'How lucky am I to have someone like you in my life?' He thought as he keeps staring at her while she was eating. Making her feel awkward with the burning stare from her boyfriend so she can't help but asks him, "Why are you staring at me like that?" He smiles cutely at her before respond to her question, "Why? Are you melting with my sexy stare?"


Rona chuckled, looking at him with her sexiest stare and smirk at him. "Boy, are you dreaming? I think you're the one who is melting from my stare right now. You can stand my stare because it makes you weak like always." Well, she was right about one thing though. If they have a staring competition with each other, Seokhoon was the one who always lose and Rona never lose as she knows how much Seokhoon loves her just by looking deeply into his eyes. Sometimes, Rona would lose in his eyes but never loses because everytime, Seokhoon was the one who initiates the first move among both of them.


"Where did you find the diary?" His question got her off guard and she for the first time lose the staring contest with him as she looks back to the steak, they're having for dinner tonight. "I was just roaming through your book shelf when the diary caught my sight since it was my old diary." She plays with her food as she said it.


"Come here." He called, which made her looked up at him with a lot of question in her head, if she made a mistake by touching the book shelf and the diary but no. Seokhoon said again, "Come here, I won't be mad at you. I promise." She gets up from her sit before walking to his side not knowing what he wants to do to her. As she was in front of him, he surprised her by pulling her to sit on his lap. She was flustered, of course but his hands were locking her on her waist, hugging her tightly as if he didn't want her to go anywhere anymore.


"Everything in this apartment is also yours now. My kitchen, my bed, my couch, my TV, my wardrobe, my shelf, it's all yours now too because I don't even once have the thought of letting you go again in the future. Don't feel like you don't belong because you do belong here and only you. I didn't let my sister know about this house of mine and my spare was only given to you. So, do know that right now at this moment, You Are a Very Special Person to Me."


She looks at him, admiring his whole face until she stops at his eyes who was already staring at her before lean in her forehead touching their forehead together.





"I Love You Always."



"Never Doubt My Love to You Now Cause I'm Very Serious When It Comes to The Person I Really Love."

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