you and i ? (mattheo riddle x reader)

c h e a t i n g i s e e

⚠️ this chapter contains self
doubt, violence and cringe ⚠️

i opened the door, i saw harry with hermione naked fucking eachother, after all we have been through, i saw all memories together flashing infront of my eyes, tears started filling my eyes,"h- how could you" i said choking on my tears, harry just looked  at me, i left and closed the door, i fell back into the wall and buried my face in my knees, i couldnt breath at all, my whole body was shaking, what was this feeling? i held my throat trying to exhale, i felt sombody walking by, i could barely even make out words, "h- hel- lp" i struggle to talk, the person kneeled down, lifted my chin, "y- y/n?" i opened my eyes and it was draco, i pointed to my throat, "what happened" he asked, "dr- draco i- i cant br-" i close my class eyes as i start flinching about the fact that i can't breathe,draco lifted his phone up, "come right now its. y/n" he said before grabbing my hands, "come lets go to your dorm" he said, i was struggling to walk cause of how shaky my legs were, i aggressively tapped draco's shoulder, he looked at me in horror as he saw my whole face was purple, "y/n.. here try loosening yout shirt a bit" he said i pulled my shirt from my chest a bit as.i was wearing a tight body suit with sweatpants, i loosened my top and i took a deep breath as we continued walking, i still couldn't breath properly, mattheo came running to us
"she cant breath" draco said
"why the fuck did you make her walk here you fucking dumbass" mattheo yelled at draco, he then turned his attention to me, he looked at me for a second then took my hand and put it onto his chest, i could feel his heart rate it calmed me down a bit, "follow my heart beat" he said, he started taking deep breaths, so did i, i slowly started to calm down but i couldn't believe what i just saw, "what happened" mattheo said, "harry" i cried out, i threw myself onto theo and started to sob, "hey hey calm down come on lets go to your dorm" he carried me to my dorm, he put me on the bed, then he layed down next to me and put me ontop of him,
"tell me what happened?" he said while wrapping his arms around me, "i- harry-" it was hard for me to explain what i just saw as i couldn't even process it, was it really harry? he would do anything like that right?, "y/n?", "yea so- i- i wanted to go hang out with harry and i-" tears started escaping my eyes, theo sat up and pulled me up, he put me on his lap, so i faced him, "he and hermione w- were- he was cheating" theo's eyes widen, i see his face go from confused to anger, "are you serious?" he says trying to not sound as angry as he is, i nodded my head, he wiped my tears with his thumb, he cupped my face and looked right into my eyes, he looked away, "i swear to fucking god i will kill him" theo grew a furious look on his face, i started having a breakdown in his arms, "y/n dont cry over him...you deserve way better" he reassured me, he hugged me, without realizing it he was crushing me,
"theo y- your crushing me" i stutter to talk
"oh- oh sorry i didnt realize it" he sounded embarrassed, i slowly started to fall asleep in his arms...

in the morning

i woke up in theo's arms, i didnt feel like getting up nor crying, i just wanted to be in his arms forever, but i had to get up and talk to harry i really didnt want to, only thinking of him makes me want to cry, i remember what i saw and started crying after 4 months together?!? how could he? without even realizing it i was already crying, theo woke up, i think my cry's woke him up, i really wasnt a quiet crier, mattheo put his hand on my thigh, "y/n" he called my name whilst sitting up, "come on darling we are gonna be late" he said while pulling the sheets of us, i didnt feel like getting up nor getting ready, i just wanted to cry all day, "come on" he called out, i got up and went into the bathroom where theo was, i did my usaul routine but i didnt put any make up on, i had bags under my eyes, my face was really pale no i should do my make up i look way too ugly, i started to put on my usaul makeup look, i put my hair in a messy bun actually no it makes me look like a mess, i am just gonna, straighten it, "you know i am trying really hard to not kill that potter" theo said while coming up behind me, "you know you look beautiful either way" he told me, i didn't really agree with him, i felt ugly without makeup, i quickly finished with my hair and put on my usual hoodie with shorts i looked into in the mirror and i realized that i was wearing harry's hoodie, dont cry dont cry dont cry dont cry, i kept telling myself i just couldnt i loved him and he went shagging other girls?!?, the door slammed, i looked over and theo wasnt in the bathroom, i quickly got in my sweater i couldnt wear his hoodie, i was gonna break up with him, but why did theo leave? i am gonna go check, i walked down the halls, i heard yelling from the common room, maybe theo was there? i opened the doors revealing a horrible sight, harry and theo were yelling at eachother, i came closer, "you son of a bitch- oh wait did i just call your dead parents bitches aw sowy"theo said sarcastically, "your a fucking ass" harry yelled at him, "already knew that" theo replied to him while winking, harry got up and tried to punch theo on his jaw but he couldnt theo held his hands up, "did your dad teach you how to fight before he died?" theo said, his hands connected with harrys nose, harry nose started to bleed, "want another one?" he said while punching his stomach so hard it made a literal sound, harry fell onto the floor, "aw i already knew your soft spot" theo said, he got ontop of harry and started to beat him, "theo" i said, mattheo didnt show me any attention he was still beating harry, "THEO" i yelled, he looked at me, i ran over to them, "come" i said, he got up of harry, i grabbed the back of his head and our lips smashed together, one of his hands were on my lower back and the other hand was on my jaw, i let go, i realized that harry already got up, he looked at me and theo like we were crazy, "we are over" i said while showing no expression although from the inside i felt like dying.....