you and i ? (mattheo riddle x reader)

s t o p

"we are over i said with no expression even tho i was dying with emotions overloading from the inside...

"y/n stop i- your always all over riddle and hes all over you and i just em- wanted to show you what it feels like" harry revealed, he pulled me back by grabbing my hands,
"get off me" i demanded, he grabbed me closer,
"you heard her potter.... SCRAM" theo grabbed me and took me out of there, why? it wasnt like harry to do that to me, millions of questions were formed in my head, i was on the verge of crying all i could think was 'why?'

i really love harry  i thought we were gonna have a future together, he ended it all in one day?, i never knew i could become this overloaded with sadness, it actually hurt me again i truley did love him dearly

"y/n/n" theo brought me out of my thoughts, i looked into his eyes, tears started to fill my eyes, dont dont dont dont cry the words repeated in my head trying to stop tears from falling down my eyes, but a few tears betray me by escaping my eyes, "come here" theo said while pulling me into a hug, i felt so...

i cant even describe what i am describe what i am feeling is this what heartbreak feels like? i obviously didnt know what heartbreak feels like, i mean harry was my first actual serious relationship, i had 3 boyfriends around middle school none of them were actually serious.

"y/n" a familiar voice called out, i opened my eyes that were filled with tears, my vision was extremely blurry, i tried to make out who it is, pansy? Pansy!

"you poor baby" pansy said while taking me from theo, she pulled me into a warm hug, i kind of preferred theos hugs but pansy was a great hugger, "what happened.. and why didnt you tell me" she tried to ask to me excepting a reply but i couldnt even process what happened...

"give her a break she doesnt even know nor process what happened" theo said almost like he could read my mind.

my cry's got a bit louder, i didnt want to be center of attention but crying kind of lets the pain go for a bit, i dont know how to explain it, everyone has cried once, i have never been a crier, in kindergarten when. my mom would leave i wouldn't cry, when i got a scratch, bruise etc.. i wouldnt cry, it was really rare for me to cry, but i felt pain, pure pain.

all i could think was... how can a person hurt me this much?

"y/n lets go to my dorm you can stay the night there" theo suggested

i couldnt get any words out so i just threw myself on him

he gripped me bear hug but hes picking me up, i cried onto his shoulders.

he opened his door, he put my down on his bed, i was sitting on his bed, he pulled out a pair of dark green boxers and a black shirt,

"here go on in the bathroom and put this on" theo said calmly

i got up trying to look the best i can, i took the clothes from his hands and walked into his bathroom, i slid the my clothes off, i pulled the shirt onto my body, the boxers were a bit tight but who cared? i took off my bra, i never sleep with my bra on, should i take my makeup of? i looked horrible without it, i decided to keep it on, i walkerout the bathroom and theo was matching with me,

"y/n you know you still have makeup on right?" theo asked

"y- yea i just feel- i want to keep it on" i answered his question

"you know you look gorgeous either way" he said

"here i'll help you take it off" he insisted

i couldnt speak again, he took some makeup wipes and wiped off my makeup, i started blushing as he was super close to me, why was i blushing i mean i dont like him in that way?

he took all my makeup off and looked into my eyes, i was in pain to say the least, i wish i could explain better,

"i love you.. i hope you know that" theo said which made me smile a bit, i couldnt hold back anymore i couldnt, i got closer to him and our lips crashed together..........