Dear Joon,
I know I've left you with so many unanswered questions. I know it will linger with you. I might not be able to answer all but I'll explain why. I had a condition, and it left me so little time and I've used that time to stay away from you.
I've purposely distanced myself from you so that you'll be used to me not being there once I'm gone. I hope you're not mad at me okay?
I hope you understand my side too. It was hard not to be there with you. Every time I became cold to you and I saw your face. It hurts me to know that I was the reason why you hurt.
I wish I had all the time in the world to be with you. I want to be there for you when you feel down and when you feel like you're on top of the world. I want to make your dark skies beautiful, like the stars.
Don't think that there was a time that I don't want to be with you.
Because when I'm gone and I'll be placed on the sky as a star or in another universe,
It's you I'll miss the most.
I'll miss your hugs.
I'll miss your forehead kisses.
I'll miss you singing songs to me.
I'll miss sitting beside you while you write songs.
I'll miss your cuddles.
I'll miss our bicycle dates.
I'll miss our small dates.
I'll miss you so much.
I'm so sorry if I broke you in any way.
All I hope is that you still believe in shooting stars, my moon,
Because I would never want to be the reason why you don't believe in shooting stars.
So while I'm not with you please reach the stars for me okay?
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moonchild | kim namjoon
Fanfiction━ because you'll find me in every star you come across, may it be in the sky or on the ground. ˚ ༘ ☾⋆｡˚ ✧ *･ﾟﾟ･ ✧˚ ༘ kim namjoon au˚・ﾟ✧
