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lucky fucker (1/2) [eng.]

hello, long time no see. und das erste mal auf Englisch. 

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summary

"I love you too, my love" Harry instantly replies. "How did you make time to be here?" Louis asks the next question, but Harry does not answer his husband. He just smirks and wets his lips with his tongue. He knows exactly, what he is doing. He knows, how much Louis gets turned on by simply that, knows what to do to make Louis squirm in his seat without even touching him. And he loves it. So much. Louis looks at him with wide eyes, not so patiently waiting for Harry to place a command or something like that.

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To say that Louis was fully relaxed was as realistic, as stating that pigs could fly.

Louis is an absolute bundle of nerves. Not only the classic nervousness from before a gig, but this is also going to be his first gig in over 18 months. He is so excited about getting on stage, seeing all his fans again and just having fun and enjoying the time with them. He is beyond excited to go out there. But he's also about to shit his fucking pants.
That fucking stage fright. Usually, Harry is there to kiss him on the lips, hug him tight and then press a kiss on his right cheek. He would tell him how happy he is to be with him right there and that Louis will absolutely smash it. Usually.

This time things are different.

Harry is not even at the venue. And, not in England. He is in that shitty country called America, preparing for the first gig of 'Love on Tour' It is not as if Louis wouldn't be happy for his husband because he very much is. He just wants Harry to be with him so he can calm him down, but this will not happen this time. It wouldn't even, if Harry wasn't across the globe right in this moment. "Hey Lou, one minute, cam is on now", Charlie says from behind him. Louis nods. Taking one deep breath he imagines Harry's kiss on his lips. Then he releases the breath he held and turns to the camera, flashing a bright grin. "Let's do this!" He ignores the uncomfortable feeling in his belly and takes his microphone while putting in his left in-ear. "Alright, twenty seconds left...", Louis nods and holds the microphone to his chest, "Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, go", Louis starts walking: "three, two, ONE!" And Louis is off to the stage. As soon as he sees his fans, his emotions explode, and he breaks into an unbelievable wide grin. "Hello Crystal Palace!", he shouts, scanning the fans for his family, shooting a little nod towards his sisters and grandparents. Then he starts to sing.

Time flies by like it is nothing. He chats with his fans, almost tearing up when he gets a little overwhelmed with their love, but soon enough he already performed 'Copy of a copy of a copy' to which the fans knew the lyrics despite the fact of only having heard the tune once. Shortly after he already sung 'Change' and before he can even think he is singing the last line of 'Kill my mind'

Out of breath he puts the microphone into its stand and bows his head in thanks. "I am right now trying to show you my thanks", he begins, grinning towards the crowd, "Thank you. I love you. I really love all of you."

With that, he's off. Knowing that Charlie follows him with the camera he puts down the mic, flashes a grin towards the camera and then hugs the first person next to him – his guitarist. He hugs Louis back, ruffles his hair and jumps a little. One by one Louis' whole band enters the group hug, and they immediately turn into a group of little kids, jumping around and singing. When the hug ends, Louis checks his phone, pouting a little as there is no message from his husband. Slowly the guitarist approaches the group, holding a tray with multiple liquor filled cups in his hands. "Shots Lads, Shots" he grins while everyone takes one of the coups.
Nudging the cups, they drown the alcohol and all grimace and make strange noises as the liquor burns in their throat. "This was amazing", Louis beams, earning approval from everyone. "We will smash it this tour, I know it!", the drummer exclaims excited, receiving laughter from everyone about how excited he is. But truthfully, each end every one of them is beyond excited for this tour. It's been months since they toured together. Way too long for every one's taste.