Fallen for my fan (Completed)

CHAPTER 18

Kartik's pov:-

I walked into my room angrily and removed my coat and slammed it on the floor angrily....i took a deep breath closing my eyes trying to calm my anger.

"Kartik"

"Mihir abhi ni plzz" i answered rubbing my forehead.

"What abhi ni..." He said walking in

"Mihir plzz leave me alone "i turned to him

"I will....first tell me what the hell was that" he gritted

"What?"

"How could uh behave like this with Naira ?" I rolled my eyes...and here he is to take side of naira

"Mihir u know i didn't done anything wrong"I said turning

"Not done anything wrong....uh really think that" he chuckled sarcastically

"Mihir she was at fault...she should have listened me"i snapped

" Yess she should...i know...but uh behaved in a very wrong way with her"

"What wrong way huh?" I shouted i m losing my temper

"What wrong way uh made her cry..." I looked away in anger yes i did i make her cry but what can i do ....she was at fault ....i know she was trying to help me...buy the way everyone were looking at her...made me angry.!!! I can't see someone's eye on her she is mine only mine!!!!!!

"And why did it effect uh when someone looks her as a dancer...or something else tell me why it effects uh....kartik answer me"

"COZ I LOVE HER DAMMIT" i shouted

"I love her...i love her very much" i fell on my knees crying....

"Kartik....." Mihir kneeled beside me

"I really love her man....i love her"

End of pov

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"It's ok kartik it's ok"mihir rubbed his back

"No it's not ....it's not ok"he cried

"How could i ....how could i love her"he muttered

"I can't mihir ...."he said looking at him

"You can kartik...you can"he sequeled 

"No i can't .......you know i can't ...i love shivani .......mihir you know"

"Kartik .....shivani "he took a deep breath

"Kartik .....shivani was your past....she was your past...who left you...left us...4 years back...."he looked down sadly

"Kartik look at me"mihir ordered kertik shook his head crying

"Look at me "he asked again and made him look at him

"Your heart had moved on ....Kartik your heart has moved on..it's your brain stopping you ...please don't listen to it kartik it will ruin both lives"kartik frowned

"Your's and naira ...listen to your heart kartik..which loves naira now...plzz kartik"

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Kartik's pov:

Yeah Mihir is right ..i can't do this i have to move on ...i can't be like this....when i had a chance to move on why won't i ...i will move on..i have to tell naira my feelings for her

Taking a deep breath i knocked the door of her room ...which opened widely....the room is all dark..without any light nothing...only the moonlight is the medium of the light in the room falling through the space left between the two curtains hanging at the window.

"Naira...."i walked in calling her name and looked around where is she...kuku to told me that she asked them to leave her alone in the room but where is she?

SHE LEFT?this is the only question came into my mind no she can't if she will leave me then i will die for sure ...she can't leave me

"Naira"i called looking around fear of loosing her was clear in my voice and face.

At the corner of the room i found a figure who was sitting leaning on the wall hugging her knees....in the silence i could hear the sobbs

NAIRA?....SHIT!!!!!!!

"naira" i rushed towards her who was sobbing and crying ....i cupped her face and made her look up at me ...i could feel her tears which was on my palms.I m responsible for it!!

"Kartik"she whispered i nodded and made her stand holding her from shoulders

"Come!!"i whispered walking her towards the bed

"Kartik i m really sorry...i m really sorry"she kept on blabbering which stabbed my heart i never ever wanted to see her like this....why was i so harsh with her ...i could have talked to her softly ...but my anger 

"Sssshhh ssshhh"i made her drink water kneeling beside her ...she hold my hand which was on the glance..i could feel them shivering.

After she drank the water i kept it on the side table and switched on the table lamp and sat beside her.....she hold my hand 

"Kartik i m really sorry....i really didn't meant to spoil ur mood...i just wanna help uh..uh know na i can't see your name ruined ...so i just wanted to help you...i really didn't know why you were denying me to do this.........i m really sorry"she cried continuosly sobbing and stuttering ..it was really hurting to see her like this 

"Hey -hey......sshhhhh"i cupped her face bringing her near me joining our foreheads 

"It's okkk....it's ok"i whispered trying to calm her

"I m sorry i shouldn't had shouted on you like that...i m sorry"i whispered we stayed like this for sometime with our eyes close....waiting for her breathing to be normal.

"Naira"i whispered after sometime and opened mine eyes ....she too opened her eyes and we stayed like this for sometime looking into eachother's eyes

"I LOVE YOU"I whispered breaking the silence between us.

So guys this was the update ...do vote and comment if you like it...i will try to update the next part by today or tomorrow ....till then bbye ..tc..

Love

-iqra