stressed out

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I have been so tired of running around trying to not break down the guys were going on tour again and Andy was scared to leave me but I kept reassuring him I'd been fine I walked to the room to check on Rosalie she was crying I picked her and rocked her Andy was packing clothes still worried "are you sure we shouldn't cancel?" he asked "yes I'm sure it's not we can come you guy's need to have sleep" I answered "yes but still I worry something will happen to you" he said in a worried tone "I know but you can't just not go cause of me and I can't go I promise you I'll be fine and you need to trust me. Okay?" I told him "please come with I'll do anything and I think the guys would be fine I can ask them to make sure but I cannot have you to around I'll be sad" he sigh and pouted I cupped his cheek with one hand and smiled warmly "fine only if the guys are okay with it but they have to help a little but only if I ask" I said and smiled at him and he smile and gave me a kiss "But I want all the guys to text me saying it's okay" I stated he nodded and went and asked, all said it was okay I giggled cause CC said I was weird thinking that I was gonna stay home I packed clothes for me and Rosalie I looked at my phone seeing jinxx texted me I smiled at it and I thought to myself 'am I falling for him too' I thought worried I can't be he's like my best friend it's not right but I saw Andy was more comfortable with him then the others I looked at the text

J: hey don't worry about us and if you need help with Rosalie I can help

y: okay thanks :)

I sent and smiled at my phone Andy came in "what are you smiling at?" he asked I jumped slightly not seeing him there "nothing I was just daydreaming and happened to look be looking at my phone" I told him he looked at me "It's jinxx isn't it?" I looked at him shocked "I knew you liked him to i'm not jealous okay maybe a little, but I know he's good with Rosalie and you so i'm not worried I trust him" he looked at me with a smile 'I thought he was gonna freak out' he pulled out his phone and smirked at me "i'm so gonna tell him." he said I looked at him and yelled "you better not!" my face red like a wild cherry he started texting "Andy please!" I begged and pushed the send button I pouted knowing my friendship is ruined I sat on my bed looked at him he looked at me "are you okay?" he looked at me "I didn't tell him cause I didn't want to lose my friendship." I told him with a sigh Jinxx walked in "hey" he said softly I didn't look at him he walked over in front of me and kneeled down "hey I know you know andy told me you like me but what you didn't know is he said it's fine if you dated me cause fun fact he likes me a little bit" he said with a soft chuckle I looked at him and andy they smiled at me and I was worried what people would think I looked at them andy nodded his head I gave a shy look to Jinxx let out my ears and tail I had hidden them since the night andy found me "I thought those were in my head i thought i dreamed you had those y-you really did have them!" andy yelled excited jinxx was shocked jinxx touched my ears I softly moaned they looked at me and smirked at each other "t-there sensitive to touch" I said embarrassed andy gave jinxx the rules for me and they added a new one i'm not allowed to hide my ears and tail anymore "so what does this mean?" I asked, "we're a poly couple?" they nodded and said yes, I smiled to now Rosalie has two dads I finished packing the stuff and set them down I still hurt from the birth jinxx and andy both come up to me "need some help?" andy asked I nodded slightly they grabbed the bags and walked to the bus and I walked out of my room the guys all looked at me shocked "what the hell?!" CC yelled I put my head down scared of what they think "totally cool!" Ashley yelled I still kept my head down I went and grabbed Rosile Andy and Jinxx looked at me "jinxx you can hold her but you have to share with Andy too" I told them Jinxx huffed and Andy smiled I loved that they were so good with her I tried to grab the bags I packed but couldn't pick up mine it was slightly heavy but I just couldn't I looked at andy and he got the bag for me I felt bad I couldn't get it myself I put my head down in shame and Jinxx looked at me "what's wrong" he asked "I feel bad cause I can't pick up my stuff I can help at all" I said with a sigh he looked at me and kissed the top of my head I went to the bus and laid on the bed in the way back shutting and locking the door behind me crying softly so no one heard me I laid crying and trying to be quiet i'm guessing I didn't do that cause I heard an knock at the door Andy's voice spoke softly "baby are you okay" then softly Jinxx spoke too "come on love it's okay just let us in please." I could hear the worry in their voices I unlocked the door and let them in Jinxx wiped my tears away and Andy hugged me planting a small kiss on my head I told andy what I told jinxx he told me not to worry


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hey sorry it's been a while since i updated the story but heres and update since it's summer for me now i'll try to update a little more thanks for reading ya simps

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