I've Loved and I've Lost (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 1

(Ashley's pov)

I was awaken by soft cries coming from Darcey and Ryan's room. I got up and threw the duvet off of me and walked over to their room to see what was the matter.

"Shhh, Darcey don't cry, your going to wake Ryan up. Shhh mommy's right here." Darcey and Ryan are both two and a half. Darcey wakes up crying almost once every night. She has night mares but as soon as you ask what happens she crosses her arms and shakes her head. She is stubborn just like her dad.

"Momma momma what's wrong with sissy?"

"Ryan she just had a bad dream. But you should go back to sleep." You walk over to your son and tuck him back into bed and kiss his forehead and whisper "good night." You walk back over to Darcey. "Sweetie. Are you okay?" You pick her up and she wraps her arms around your neck and cuddles into you. "Yes mommy but I tired. I sleep with you?" You nod your head and grab her blanket and walk back over to your bedroom and put Darcey under neath the covers and you crawl into bed to.

Darcey snuggles up to you. "GoodNight Darcey" you say and kiss her forehead.

5 minutes later you can hear her soft snores and she is sound asleep.

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BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. Your alarm was going off signalling you needed to get up. You opened your eyes to see Ryan and Darcey sitting at the end of your bed staring at you.

"Good Morning sweetie pies"

"Morning mommy" you get from both of them.

You sit up and throw the duvet cover off of you and stand up.

"Darcey and Ryan and you two go get dressed for me please?" They both get off your bed and run to their room across the hall.

You go to the bathroom and wash your face, brush your teeth and then you decided to quickly fishtail braid your hair to the side.

You go to your closet and pick out a pair of grey skinny jeans, a black t shirt that says "wild fire" written across it and a light purple American eagle bunny hug. You grab a bra and some underwear and some socks and but them all on. Right before you put your bunny hug on both of your kids walk into your room.

"We ready mommy" your kids were 2 and a half and they could get themselves dressed and ready by themselves. They were soo adorable and you taught them well.

They each even had their backpacks packed with and extra pair of clothes and some toys and there blankets and stuffies packed. "Okay" You smile at your kids and grab your black iPhone 4 and read your latest text from Justin.

Justin- Morning Ash! How was your sleep? You should bring the kids to work today. I miss them and wanna see them. :) .xx

You- Morning Justin. It was alright, Darcey woke up crying again just the usual. And okay I will get Mali to bring them by this afternoon? I will be at the studio in about 35 minutes.

Justin- Awe:/ she still having those nightmares. And okay sounds good seen you soon! xx

"Okay kids lets go see if aunt Mali is awake yet."

Both your kids ran outta of your room and down the stairs to the kitchen to see Mali making pancakes.

"Morning"

"Good morning" you say as you grab 2 pancakes from the pile and cut them up and put them on a plate for your two kids and set them at the table for them to eat.

"Mali is it okay if you watch the kids till about 12:30-1:00 ish then drop them off at the studio?"

"Yeah sure I'm not doing anything this morning anyways."

"Okay thank you"

"Anytime Ashley" you smile and go to the table to sit with your kids.

"Okay today your going to spend the morning with aunt Mali then she's going to drop you off at mommy's work and you can spend the rest of the day with Uncle Justin. How does that sound?" Both of your kids have massive smiles on there faces. "Okay mommy." Ryan says "I get to see uncle Justin!!!!!" Darcey says excitedly.

"Okay well mommy has to go to work I will see you guys later. Be good for aunt mali." You give your kids kisses on there heads put on you black mukluks and grab your bag and your car keys and head out the door to your 2013 green Kia soul. Your start the engine and back out of the drive way, turn on the radio and drive to work. You work at Island Jef Jam Music. At the moment you are working on your first album called "L<3VE" today you were told you were going to be recording a song with some band. It was a surprise the name so you were a little nervous on who I was going to be. As you arrive to the studio you see Justin's black range rover already there. You turn off your engine grab your bag and head into the studio. You walk In and are greeted by Marki the secretary. "Good Morning Marki! Do you know where Justin is?" "Morning Ashley and yes he's in studio 4." "Thank you Marki." You walk to the staff room thing and put your bag in your locker then walk to studio 4 to find Justin playing around with some tracks.

"Good Morning Justin" you go up to him and give him a hug. "Morning ash" you go and sit down in the chair by the lyric sheet table.

"So what band am I working with?"

"To be honest I don't even know, they wouldn't tell me anything. All I know is that you are going to be recoding 2 songs with them one for your album and one for there third album."

(Justin's pov)

I was lying to Ashley. I knew what band was coming and who she was going to be working with. But I couldn't tell her. She would be mad and upset and I don't want her to be like that. The band is One Direction she only hates them because her ex boyfriend Harry Styles is in that band and he forgot about her and left her without keeping his promises.

(Ashley's pov)

"Oh I'm sorta nervous because I don't know who it is. What if there horrible?"

"Ashley I don't think there going to he horrible if they are on there third album!" "Yeah I guess your right." You sigh

"Can I pick one of the songs I wrote for the song for my album?" You ask hoping.

"Yeah you can" you smile and start looking through your song book for a song. I think I know what song I'm going to use. It's going to be 'We'll be a dream'

"Justin do you think this song will be good for a duet?" You ask as you pass the lyrics to him. He reads over the music and has a smile on his face.

"This song will be great Ashley." You now have a huge smile on your face excited to start recording with this secret band! :)

--------- 2 hours later---------------------

"Justin when is this band getting here? I thought they were supposed to be here like and hour ago."

"Ash they will be here in like 15 minutes."

"Okay" you sigh getting nervous again.