I've Loved and I've Lost (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

(Ashley's pov)

Next day

I woke up this morning and I could walk. It still hurt a little. Damn you Harry. But it was all worth it. Today the guys and I are filming the music video for 'We'll Be A Dream' Justin picked up my kids this morning cause he's watching them today. The guys know that Harry and I are dating again and there really happy. Harry stayed the night again last night and we cuddled. I feel safe in his arms it's a nice feeling. Harry had left after Justin picked up the kids and went to his apartment to pick up the guys then he's coming back here to pick me up.

You see Harry outside so you grab your purse and phone and head out.

As you get to the car you see Harry driving and nobody in the passenger seat so that's where you jump in. "Morning guys" you get mornings back from the guys expect Harry he gives you a quick kiss on the lips.

The drive to the set is about an hour and it was filled with singing horribly to the radio. It was quite funny.

You arrive to the set. Basically what the music video was. It was at like a open grass field and I had trees by the one part. They set up a stage and lights and everything. (Music video just like we'll be a dream by we the kings) I could tell it was going to be a fun day! :)

End of the day.

We just ended and we are heading back home. It was a fun but long day and I'm really tired. But the good thing is that we finished shooting the music video in one day! Which is absolutely amazing. I'm so glad! :)

The guys just dropped Harry and I off at my apartment and we headed upstairs. Justin texted me saying he will keep the kids tonight and drop them off tomorrow. I quickly had a shower and put some pjs on and fell asleep instantly in Harry's arms.

The next morning.

I woke up to my stomach turning and the feeling I had to throw up. I ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. I threw up for about 15 minutes and I was done. I jumped into the shower and got ready for the day. I got back into the room wondering where harry was. when you got up outta bed he wasn't there either. You put on a pair of purple skinny jeans and a plaid shirt an I just left my hair down and wavy. I didn't put any make up on cause I didn't feel like it. You walked outta your room. You look down the hall and go to malis room to see if she's there but she isn't. You haven't seen her in a few days. You were getting kinda worried. You headed downstairs to grab your phone and text her. As you get downstairs you see Harry feed Darcey and Ryan cereal. Too cute. "GoodMorning!" You say with a smile on your face. "Morning babe." Harry says and kisses you quick. "Morning mommy" comes from both of your kids. "Did you have fun at uncle Justin's yesterday?" You ask. Both kids nodded. "That's good."

You walk outta the kitchen and to the living room to grab your phone and text Mali.

Text convo. (A=Ashley m= Mali)

A- Heey Mali! Where have you been? I've getting worried.

M- Hey. Sorry I've been working a lot lately. Ill be home in about 2 hours.

A- Okay. I need to talk to you about some stuff....

M- Is everything alright?

A- Well idk...

M- is it Harry?

A- No, I love Harry to the end of the world and back and I'm really happy with him. It's something else. :/

M- Okay. And what is it?

A- I think I'm pregnant again.....

M- YOUR WHAT?!?!?!? How?

A- Harry and I slept together 2 nights ago and I know we didn't use any protection. And you know I'm not on birth control.

M- Okay.... Want me to pick up some tests?

A- Please? If you could.

M- Yeah I will. But I have to go ill talk to you when I get back.

A- Thank you. And okay bye! Talk to you soon. :) End of text convo

1 1/2 hours later.

You were sitting on the couch with Darcey watching spongebob. "Hey babe I'm going to take the kids over to my apartment. Do you wanna come?" "I think I'm going to stay here. Mali will be home in about 30 minutes and I haven't seen her in a while. You go have fun with the kids and the guys!" You say. "Okay I love you babe" "I love you too Harry." Harry picked up Darcey and Ryan came running in. "Darcey Ryan be good for daddy okay. I love you and I will see you later okay bye." You say standing up and kissing their cheeks. Harry stood their with pouting lips because I didn't give him a kiss. I laughed a little. "Oh hazz don't pout" "well I didn't get a kiss so I'm going to pout." I gave him a kiss on the cheek and he started pouting and giving me puppy dog eyes. Oh how could I resist those puppy dog eyes? I gave in and gave him a kiss on the lips and I could feel him smiling into the kiss. Harry picked up Ryan and Darcey and left. You went back and sat down on the couch. You watch another episode of spongebob and Mali walked in. "Hey Mali!" You say looking back. "Hey Ash I got the tests." You nodded standing up and she handed the tests to you. Secretly you were hoping you weren't pregnant again. You don't know if you could handle another baby. Or even babies. You already have 2 and that's enough already. "Thanks" you walked to the bathroom. Before you went in the bathroom you turned to Mali. "Will you come in and wait with me for the 3 minutes?" Mali nodded. "Just call me when you want me to come in." You nodded and walked into the bathroom. After you were finished you set all 3 tests on the bathroom counter and called Mali to come wait with you. "Mali will you come please" you yelled. Mali came right away. You set the timer and sat down in front on the bathtub. "Mali I'm not ready to be a mom again. I already have Ryan and Darcey. I don't know what I will do it those tests say positive." You say letting years run done your cheeks. "Ash don't cry. It will all be okay. And if you are pregnant again Harry will be there this time and I will be there again and so will Liam, Niall, Zayn, Louis and I know Justin will be there again for you." You smile cause Mali always knows what to say when your crying and worried. "Thanks" you say with a smile. "That's what best friends are for." The timer beeped and you and Mali both stood up. Those three tests are going to determine your future. You are nervous scared and worried. You looked at the tests and they said................

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